chapter (7)

i found a paper on my desk when i read it it said:

got me out here from the water so deep telling me how you going to be the without me
if your ain't here i just can't breath there is no air no air
i walk i ran i jump i flew right of the ground
there is no gravity to hold me down for real but somehow im still alive inside

you took my breathe but i survived i don't how but i don't even care

so how do you expect me to live alone with just me
cause my world revlose around you and it's so hard me to breath

tell me how im suppose to breath with no air?

can't live can't breath with no air


it's how i feel when you ain't there

there is no air no air


"remember the lyrics in my last tweet here I am completing it to you"

you will know how i am cause im 100% sure you read my last tweet


-


when i was thinking about the paper i realize it's jordan sparks and chris brown old song no air

i used to love it <3



WAIT TALAL LAST TWEET WAS

"it's how i feel when you ain't there ,there's no air no air"



oh my god it's talal!!!!!cuteeeeeeeeeee<3



i called one my friends razan and told her everything


razan:gayltlch fe nas a7sn men 4a al5ra fahad


me:mra cute :')



razan:do you have feelings for him?


me;i don't know


razan:ybeeli ga3dh m3ch zma 3nch


me:hehe ;$;p

razan:6yb hu 7lo


me:i'll send you his picture check your bbm


razan:allaaaaaah ya5thch ya al5ysa ya alm3fna ya 7ywana tarkth w ray7tli 3nd fahad eli 3umrh ma 3jbni


me:what's that suppose to mean


razan:ys6llllllllll e4a ma tbena 36eni eyah ;$


me:kuli trab


razan:you do have feelings


me:i don't know yalla bye gotta go

razan:eh ast7i ast7i

me:byeeeeeeee

i hangged the phone


wore skinny jeans and lakers jacket with white body inside and my nike snikeers <3

applyed my hair into a bun ;p and applyed some make up


i went to talal's room

called him

he was not there


i went down staris i found 5alti samer and my mum and lara

me:5alti wen talal?


auntie samer:walla 7bebti ra7 3shan wa7d men a5wyah ybi y3zehm w byji


me:oh


i sat with them auntie samer is pretty fun<3and funny too

I LOVE PEOPLE WHO HAVE A SEANSE OF HUMOR<3

i bbmed talal


me :PING!!!!


PING!!!!


PING!!!!

talal:wshfeeeek r89ti jwali allah y9l7k =))


me:a7sn ;p

talal:you know i hate pings!!

me:that's why i pinged you ;D

talal:n4laaaaa


me:thank u ;$

talal:wshtbeen?


me:about the paper

talal:which paper?


me:don't act dumb talal i know you wrote that paper

talal:ummm


me:what's about it?


talal:i'll tell you later ok?


me:ok

i went to my room and grabbed my dairy and start wrting:


Dear Dairy

somehow i realize being away from fahad is way better

and i realized when god takes something from you ,you love he gives you something better

my mum asked her friend to come and that friend has a song called talal<3

yes my childhood best friend i know we didn't fight about something silly and i wished we didn't cause turns out for him to be amazing/hot /charming

i don't know if i have feelings for him but i'll know it after the time

he came at the right moment,,,,he wrote for me a really cute paper<3

i'll know what's it about by time thanks dairy for being there for me when i need you

-


i closed my dairy and played games with my ipad


suddenly someone knocked my door


me:come in


IT was talal i freaked out i start blushimg for no reasons


me:ahln

talal :hey<3


me:umm kefk?

tala:great

he start blushing

talal:keef 3rfti enu ana?


me:the paper thing?


talal:yes


me:i read your last tweet yesterday

talal:k listen ghadah i really love you<3i have feelings for you .....your funny your smart your beautiful and kind what else do a guy search in his girl?


me:umm


talal:i really want you to be mine forever and for always<3



me: all i know is that im not that type to fall in love into someone and whatever


talal:i know your not


i SHOULD HAVE THINK OF MY FAMILY TRUST BEFORE I GO OUT WITH FAHAD A5!


me:i'll think about it talal just promise me something?


talal:anything?


me:promise me while i' think nothing will get akwward betweens us


talal:I promise



i smiled

it was a silence for a moment


i really don't know what should i respond i don't know if this thing rolls inside me


is it love or just a crush


what is it i know i'll know by time



i know it's worth the wait enshalla


me:broo7 m6b5 bjeebli moya want some?

talal:eh please ;p


me:k

i went to thw kitchen to bring us a water


*TALAL SIDE*

she went to the kitchen to bring us a water


i really don't know how to prove to her I DO LOVE HER

i'll i know i'll do what does it takes to get her white heart<3


i found a notebook on her desk i thought it was a school notebook or what ever

i opened it on the last page to check what is it

it catchs my eye


ghadah writes a dairy!!!!!

i read the last page i smiled to my self


but im mad about the first part who is FAHAD?!!!

i closed her dairy immeditly when she opened the door

*BACK TO MY SIDE8*

we chatted a little he acts
really weird

and whenever i joked prank him he gets pissed off so fast eshfeeh?


me:talal esh jayk?


talal;mafeni shy


me:ella feek


something catchs my eye that the dairy isn't on my desk it's on my bed

me:TALAL
i screamed

talal:huh?

me:you read my dairy 97

talal:no i didn't


me:ella you did it was on my desk not my bed!!


talal: bsmallah your dairy mskona ;o shklk jabytha men 3er8h ;p


me:haha not funny thank you :c


ufff all my secrets in this book!!!!!!!


i got pissed off


talal:im sorry ghadah 3la bali kashkol wla 78 mdrsa ft7t last page bs w gretha walla ma gret shy thani


i didn't replay


talal:GHADAH IM SORRYYYY!!!!


i didn't also replay

talal:5laa9 broo7


me:amz7 yashen eli yt3'la

talal:la yekthar


me:ok

talal:forigved me?


me:sure


talal:ella bs2lk men fahad?


i was shaking my hand when he asked me that question!!! what should i say


me:e4a gtlk mara7 yt3'yr shy benna w by9er secret?

talal:wsh d3wa mneeb bzr


me:this summer i went to summer camp in dubai there was a guy i had feelings for
he said me too b3deen turns out all the things that happened was a bet


talal:wsh 4aaaa bzr ?

me:bs please bdun z3l wla yt3'yr shy benna salfa men zman tra

he hugged me i was shocked

talal: ghadah is he your first?

me;eh b3den i realize i shouldn't risk my family trust

talal:that's the ghadah i know

me:haha ;D

talal:are you over him?

me:since the first day i found it was a bet tra ma kmlna 3 days


talal:7bl alk4b 89er

me:true

it was 9 pm

our mothers told us we are heading back to home


when we went home

i checked my bb

no mentions and only 1 bbm

i opened my bbm it was talal


talal:don;t forget to think ghadah i still didn't change my mind about you

me;i will <3

talal:goodnight sweetie<3


me:goodnight<3

i was thinking while laying down on my bed



what should i say?

is he worth the trust?


is it a game?

thousands ideas crossed my mind

i think i should sleep


i did

when i woke up
i went down stairs

i saw talal and his father and his mother

i was still in my pjama's
his mother told me to set beside her she said:

7bebtie ghadah e7na jayeen n56bk

oh my god!!!!!!!

of course i'll say yes and yes and yes through im still 15 but yes!!!!!

i said yes

than suddenly i heard lara screaming:GHADAH WAKE UP!!!!


me:yabthrkk

lara:agool esm3i abe aroo7 3nd leena e5t mai wdeeni

me :bji m3k

i told mai on bbm she said come!!

me:lara meta btro7en?


lara:sa3a 5 pm

it was still 2 pm

i layed on my bed and i was thinking about the dream

me saying yes and everything how i was disturb when lara waked

how it was the best dream

suddenly i realize IT'S A YES!!!!




i opened my phone and went to our chat me and talal

me:TALALLLLLLLLL

talal:halla?



me:I**********************


what happened next find out at chapter (8);p


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chapter (6)

i found fahad beside my bed


me:what you are doing here?!!!!!!

i shouted


fahad: cause i missed you


me:go away I HATE YOU

fahad:are you sure about it?


me:100%


fahad stapped me in my stomech with A Knife


suddenly



mum:GHDAH YALLA GOMI MU TBEEN MZR3A



i woke up found myself sweating


mama:wshfeek?


me:it was just a nightmare it was just a nightmare


mama:t3w4i men ebles w gomi 5o4i m3k mlabs


me:6yb



i checked my BBM 4 chats twitter 3 mention


i checked my bbm first


i found a chat from talal


talal:goodmorning ;*


me:goodmorning<3


talal:keefk?


me:good you?


talal:walla great


me:always

talal:with you sweetie<3 so are coming to mzr3a?

me:yeah how did you know about it?


talal:omk 3azmtna 3la sleepover


me:alllaaaah*,* it means i don't have to stay with my anonying little sis alone


talal:7raaam she is cute


me:in your dreams



talal:by the way tshbhlk mra


me:i get that alot ;/


talal:e7mdi rabk she is pretty ;$


me:he eli t7md rbha ana her big sister ;p



talal:okay you won beautiful


i blushed 7mdullah 5blh :c;p


i chatted with the rest of the girl at bbm

and checked my twitter replayed to the mentions

and stalk talal ;)


i saw his last tweet was saying
"it hurts to have someone in your heart but you can't have them in your arms instead"


i said to myself:7raam 3leeha :c


mama shouted down staris :jhzti


me:10 more minutes ;$


i wore a mini skirt with a tank top

applyed some make up curlied my hair

wore a flat

rtbt shn6ti putted some Pjama's and a swim suit yes we do have a pool fe mzr3tna


i was searching for my bb and ipad charger


me:laraaaa!!!!!!


lara came running


lara:what?!


me:where is my bb charger?


lara:i don't know


me:ipad charger?


lara:take


she threw it on my bed

me:k2nu ma 3endk sha7n ipad


lara:5rbth ;$


me:will don't do the same thing with mine please ;/ ?k


lara:whatever


mama:yalla enzluuu


i took my bag my ipad my bb and went down staris lara took her ipad and her beats and bag



we went down staris got into our car and let our driver take us to mzr3tna



while we were still on the way we didn't head to the mzr3h yet


me:mama 3adi nwgf 3la supermarket


mama:leeh


me;abe candies


mama:5li 7ars wla swag yjeblk e4a w9lna


me:6yb


we finelly arrived


5alit samar(talal's mother) and talal finelly arrived



i said hi to them and me and talal went outside to my living room


i checked twitter

i saw talal saying : with one of the most funniest people ;p


me:so who's the funny people?


talal: you


me:awww im one person ;$


talal:maybe


*TALAL SIDE*
she went get what i meant

*BACK TO MY SIDE*



we joked around and had fun


watched movie played with lare

had fun together<3


it was still early like 8pm



i felt happy that moment


talal:is that piano in the living room for you?


me:eh


talal:do you know how to play it or should the master teach u;)

me:w men almaster?


talal:ana


me:maknt adri enu t3zf piano


talal:since i was 6 years old


me:awww me too ;o

talal:play it and show me


i start playing it and sang:

shadows feel an empty heart as love is fading

from all the things that we are but are not saying

can we see beyond the scars and make it to the dawn

changes the colors of the sky and open up to

the ways you made me feel alive

the ways i loved you

for all the things that never died to make it through the night


love will find you

what about now ,what about today,what if you making me more than i was meant to be

what if our love never win a way

what if it lost behind words we could never find

baby before it's to late

what about now

sun is breaking in your eyes to start new day

this broken heart can still survive with the touch of your grace

shadows fade into the light i am by your side
will love will find you?


i sang Westlife-what about now


he was impressed but thank goddness he doesn't know that when i sing i only sing about my emutions


talal:Oh my god ghadah 9otk jmeeel mashalla<3

me:thank you ;$


talal:walla your talented


me:yalla show me the master what can do


talal:THAT MASTER CAN ROLL HUN

he sat on the piano chair and start playing and singing:



easy come easy go that just how you live oh
take it all but you never give

take take take it all but you never give should i have known you was trouble from the first kiss had your eyes wide open

why were they open?

gave you all have but you tost in the trash you tosted in the trash yes you did

to gave you all i have.......................


he start singing Bruno mars-grande


he's voice was amazing<3


me:your talnted for the first time i have admit someone is the master


he winked


talal:gaylk bs enti mu m9dg


me:shoof en kbr rask bnsmh


talal:o9 ;$


me;:craving baskin robins<3



talal:tbeen aroo7 ajeblk


me:men jedk?


talal:walla jad wsh d3wa 3adi

me:la nrsl driver want some?


talal;don't mind


me:umm a7b cotoon candy flavor<3


talal:7ta ana

me:so cotoon candy?


talal:sure

i called the dirver and we orderd some ice cream and eat it


chatted


it was now 3 am


me:goodnight talal<3

talal: goodnight ghadah<3


we went to sleep when we woke up again

my mother called us to eat breakfast

and we did eat breakfast

lara:ghadah 5leena nroo7 nsb7 :c



me:eh yalla join us talal?


talal;i don't have a swim suit you should have told me -.-


me:did you brought football shorts?


talal:eh


me:use it ;/

talal:ok


i wore shorts and a tank top i didn't wore my usaually swim suit 3shan 3eeb y3ni fe talal

my sister wore her bikkni cause she's 6 3adi



we keep swimming and splashing the water


i keep splashing the water


Talal:ghadah bssssss!!!!!!



me:laaa a7sn


Talal:gdha?


me:akeed


he carried me and throw me in the water


we laughed had fun really <3 im blessed by having him in my life

he did came at the right time for sure<3


we were done swimming

lara went to sleep so am i


5alti samer sleeps in the guests bedroom
and Talal sleeps in the other guests bedroom

i have my own room so ilara and my mum

we went to sleep

i woke i told my girls at our group what happened and how i had fun



our group include:anoud/razan/sara/dana/mai/juju/yara




i checked my twitter no mention


i stalked talal
and found tweet saying
"it's how i feel when you ain't there there is no air no air


it disturb me to know this girl keep hurting talal 7ram 3leeha!!!she is lucky for having him


i went to my desk to get my pen to write my dairy

and found a paper it said


*********************************************************







what does the paper said find out at chapter (7);p

chapter (5)

me:esh msg?


dana:the first one will hug ghadah today will hurt her the next day either boy or a girl


me:i have a hug addiction i hug everyone how am i suppose to know men:c


dana:mdri just take care


me:6yb


when i hungged up the phone



fahad:wshfekm?

me:fe a7d rasl weird msg l dana


fahad:esh ygool

me:the first one will hug ghadah today will hurt her the next day either boy or a girl


fahad:don't worry your under my protection


he hugged



WAIT he hugged me?? what if the msg meant him


i slowly moved back ward


fahad:wshfeek?


me:nothing


fahad:this is too weird 36eni rgm


me:mu 3ndi 3nd dana

fahad:5leha trslh msg


me:uff 6ybb


i told dana and she did sand to me the number



me:first wsh btswi?

fahad:bktbh fe iphone 78i w bshoof wsh esm alragm


me;k


he dield the number in his phone

the name appeared it was!!!












halla<3




me:i know that name bs ween sm3th


fahad:3rftha alklbah ana awreha



me:maybe she is just warning not threating



fahad:la wsh 7rkat m9alh 4i tje w tgoolk 6yb?


me:calm down


he looked so pissed off like he knows what halla means


me:esm3 b7akeha alyum w bshoof esh salftha


fahad:la ana b7akeha


me:this my problem i'll deal with it myself fahad


fahad:bkefk i gotta go


me:wshfeek


fahad:NOTHING!!!


me:la t9ar5 6yb yarbi eni maswet shy


it was 8;45 am


i went to halla's room



i knocked the door


me:halla open the door please


she opened the door


me:3adi aklmk?


halla:sure what's it about?


me:emshi


halla:no you come in lesa ma b3d 3'yrt mlabsi


i went inside her room it was so messy


me:men 89dk bl msg


halla:ay msg?



me:halla la ts3b6en m3i al msg eli rslteeh l dana


halla:keef 3rfti enu ana eli raslth

me:none of your bussines just spell it!!!


halla:kl shy fe wgth 7lu


me:shklk t3rfen about fahad past 97


halla:everything since he was 7 years old omi w omh 97bat till yumk al7en


me:3adi tgolenli kl shy !!!



halla:6yb he dated w7da yara the first one e4a t3rfenha?


me:eh elli m3na fe camp



halla:kanu eli mrh m3 b39' w y7bha mra suddenly w7da 5rbt benhm i think ttrku b39' salfa lha 3 years 3u8bha glb the worst player in the summer camp he dated noura/dana alfani/fotoon alflani/latifa alflani/alia alflani/nada alflani/raghad alflani/rana alflani b3deen you

me:a7 t8rebn kl bnat camp



halla:eh

me:why do you hate him


halla:l2nu latifa was my best friend and he broke her heart ahlha kanu byr7un america for 7 years bs he galt ma tbi kant btg3d m3 jdtha lmn 9ar eli 9ar 8rrt troo7 back to america cause she was heart broken since that moment i never forgived him ever




me:should i break up with him?


halla;a7snlk



i was holding my tears till it explode


halla hugged saying:it's going to be alright ghadah ma3leek mnh



me:what if he did change



halla:if you want a provement i'll show you that he didn't after the class



me and halla went to the class it was riding the horse



after the class


me:yalla?

halla:sure dgeega i know how to copy rana's voice b3den 3'yrt rgmi w hu may3rfh i will call him w esm3i bnfsk ana magtlk 4a klam ella lm9l7tk

me:esh drak that he is going to hug me


halla:he did that to a thousands girls before u ;/ hbla enti


she called him and putted him on speaker


she changed her voice lw7da mma9lh shkl rana ke4a kant 9otha



halla:fahoodi


fahad:meen?


halla:ana rana missed u fahadi mgdr atrkk :c


fahad:7ta ana walla<3 ween alnas m3 tdg :c


halla:kl zg bs

she hanged the phone on his face


halla :sm3ti?



me:eh :c


i cried i was heart broken for second why did i ever trusted him believed him</3


WTF!!!! he is such a jerk 5laa9 that's enough


enough drama 5la9 im sick and tierd of everything




i opened my phone and deleted him from my bbm contact list and unfollowed him in twitter


I only sand him a PIN messege saying:5l rana tnf3k !!!!



halla hugged me really tight


halla:ma3lek mnh trah 7ywan esfehe w 6nsheh kl majak


between my tears my broken heart my broken wings my broken promises and my broken realationship

i said:thank you halla your true friend


i planned to skip the classes today

i went in my bed and just cried


i opened the caputers i took in our bbms chats when we used to say sweet and smoothi things to each other and just cried



i didn't want to sing express my feels or anything i was to say it to someone and who was that someone

it was my dairy so i opened it and start writing it



Dear Dairy have you missed me as much as i missed you:c

yeah the one i believed i loved and  dreamed of was a lie

fahad broke my heart i wanted to tell someone so i choosed you

i love him and i would fight for him but i guess he isn't ready to fight for me

he isn't over yara

it's not her mistake or anything about him being a jerk and  a pain in the ass :C


...................



i start to cry even harder the page i wrote in my dairy was felled with tears</3

i liad down in my bed covered myself with my blanket

and sleep




*JUJU SIDE*


i went to dana and ghadah room to search for her


where is she!!!!


i entered the room and find her sleeping


her face was really red and wet



OMG was she crying?



i found her dairy opened on the last page she wrote yeah it was felled with tears



when i was done reading it i closed hardly
i was really angry


i said to myself:ENOUGH!!!




i went to the girls in the art class they were painting and told him about what happened



mai:how about we plane on a little revenge to the little ass



When it comes to a revenge mai is the master!!!


sara:not a bad


we all winked at mai saying:any sweet plane?



mai:bs lazm nd5l yara feha wsh raykm?


me:keef?


mai:esm3u bnd5lha feha w he will fall in love with her all over again

anoud:l76'ha t5ylu 3ad he raj3t 7btha wsh byfkhm ?


 mai:that's the problem


dana:ya tyus instead of a revenge let's make ghadah replace fahad place with someone else



maai:la i prefer revenge

dana:bshawrk y3ni?we know you prefer it over everything!!


razan:deing deing


mai:huh enti b3d


razan:mdri afkr ymkn 9dj twl3 lambh mal rasi =))


we all laughed


anoud:hey entu revenge 5luh b3deen let's make ghadah smile again?



they all agreed on what anoud said



 more few days i think for w bnrj3 riyadh a7sn!!

*FAHAD SIDE*

i saw ghadah's pin msg i was shocked y3ni kl ha4i le3bt halla?


i love her but i don't know if i can hold on only one girl


stupid me!


*BACK TO MY SIDE*


i woke up at like 9 pm and found the girls in my room


me:wsh tswun


juju cam and hugged me


juju:how are you now w fahad alml3un 5leeh 3la mai?


me:wshdrak


juju:read your dairy


me:umm


they were all calming me down


I LOVE THEM ALLAH LA Y7RMNI MNHUM<3

they are true friends walla<3

we laughed played games watched movie jok around<3


i totally forgot about fahad





I had fun<3


LET'S SKIP TP MY LAST DAY AT THE SUMMER CAMP


i packed my stuff and asked the room servies to take it down to the resption

so is my girls



i signed our papers anf fahad saw

his eyes got widen


he came to me


how brave he is :)


fahad:so your guys leaving?


i ignored him


fahad:and your going to keep doing that?

i also didn't replayed


anoud:girls ready?


me:no give me a second

i went to the instermal room


and sat on the piano for more last time


i start playing and singing:


You know the bed feels warmer Sleeping here alone You know I dream in color
And do the things I want You think you got the best of me Think you've had the last laugh
Bet you think that everything good is gone Think you left me broken down Think that I'd come running back Baby you don't know me, cause you're dead wrong What doesn't kill you makes you stronger Stand a little taller Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone What doesn't kill you makes a fighter Footsteps even lighter Doesn't mean I'm over cause you're gone



it's stornger by kelly clarkson


when i was done i found fahad behind me with his hazel eyes getting widen


i past his path and went to my girls


me:yalla


we went to the air.report

and head to our plane


LET'S SKIP TO WHERE WE ARRIVED TO RIYADH


i went back home hugged my little sis lara<3 yeah my family went to austria for a vecation and left me with my girls in dubai<3

i hugged my mum


and told her about what we did in the summer camp me and my girls


everything was perfectly fine without him<3


i went to sleep when i woke up


i went down to eat breakfast

mama:7bebtie ghadah alyum byjun 9'yuf tjhzi


me:okay meta byjun?


mama:3la 39br


my eyes got widen

me:men jedk


mama:they are my friends w 3ndha bnt gdk

me;ok

i went up staris it was 2 pm


i wore a mini dress

strieghten my hair

applyed some make up on my face wore my heels


when  i was ready they were already there

i set their and smiled


i whispered to my mum ears

me:where is the girl


mama:tl3b m3 lara bra

me:how old is she -_-


mama:shofi bnfsk


r7t l7ushna to search for the girl
i didn't find her the one who was playing with lara is  BOY



ya allah ya mama i know where it goin to takes me ;/

i went to him

me:ahln

he turned around


OMG


he was so hot his dimples his curly hair his body he is tanned amazing hazel eyes and amazing lips ;o


i stand like that o_o staring


he said:halla ghadah


me:kef t3rf esmi?


he said:nseteni ;/zy ma twg3t


me:la 9d8 meen


he said:ana talal!!!


me:talal ?


talal:your childhood bestfiend


me:talal alflani?????


talal:eh ;$


me:t3'yrt sorry for having a bad memory by the way ;$



talal:wsh d3wa enti 7lweeti <3


i bkushed


me:leesh y3ni knt shena mthln ;p


talal:ghadah i missed your jokes<3

me:hehe 7ta ana ;$


talal:km 9ar 3umrk?


me:15 you?


talal?al3umer kalh ana 9rt 18


me:allah yslmk ;$

he laughed



 we sat and chatted about our horrbile saudi childhood



and laughed


talal:can i add you on bbm?


me:umm


talal:e4a ma tbeen tra 3adi


oh yes my mum and his mum are best friends

what happened me and talal fighted over something but since i have a bad memory i forgot since the

we fighted we never talked to each other again


he is the only son that his mother has hey used to have a big sister

her name was rawan but she died in car acciednt in kuwait

allah yr7mha :")


me:sure it's 2****** ;p


talal:thank you

he added me and i accepeted his add

me:do you have twitter?


talal:la 3andi netlog ;$


me:la yekthar ;p


talal:eh akeed 3ndi it's @talalalflani_ ;p


i followed him and he followed me back


we had dinner he went back to his house

i checked twitter and i found a tweet before a half an hour ago said:


love is just a word until i found that someone who gaved it a meaning :')


oh how cute i think he has  a girlfriend  or something i called dana and told her everything


dana:la ma a7s ymkn 3nk


me:nah


we chatted for hours and when i hanged the phone

i went to my mother :mama abe anam fe mzr3tna 9d8 5lena nroo7 :c


mama:umm bfkr w ashoof


i went to sleep


when i woke up i found fahad beside my bed!!!!!!;o  what is he doing here
!!



WHAT HAPPENED NEXT FIND OUT AT CHAPTER 6 ;)


اللهم انصر اخواننا في سوريا و عذب بسار الاسد اشد عذاب


اللهم امين



 

chapter (4)

me:whyyy?


m7md:cause he got into a fight


me:leeeh esh 9ar


m7md:mdri walla

me:ufff 6yb where is the jail?


m7md: come with me i'll show you



he lead to some scary place in the camp i have never seen in my whole entire life!


m7md:that's the jail


me:thank you




it's not really a jail it's just some rooms to lock people in for a while only one day but i really wonder why he is in jail?



i went to the office to ask about fahad

me:hello sr


the officer: hello


me:can i see fahad?


the officer: why


me:asking him about what happened


the offcier:10 minutes

me:which room?


the officer:the first one on your left side

me:thank you


i went there and the officer unlocked the door

fahad was shocked about how do i knew about it

but he smiled the biggest smile ever

me:fahad

fahad:3yona?


me:leesh ent hena esh salft fight and with whome?


fahad:umm not a big deal walla

me:it is to me please goli

fahad:okay but calm down ana w al3yal kna ga3den we fe wa7d esmh turki ga3d m3na hu 97 m7d ydri 3ni w 3nk ella 97batk w nawaf fgal shftu ghadah? they all said wssh feha gal her voice w she is hot w mdri esh wdi a6'bh6ha w men 4a klam i got mad 39bt and i have this problem that i can't conrol my anger so i punched him :c


me:why did you punch him look at you now :c?


fahad:umm it's nothing


me:no seriously why

fahad:CAUSE I WAS JEALOUS!


i was shocked that one wasn't coming

i blushed



me:t3'ar 3li?


fahad:are you crazy or something?of course i do


me:aww


fahad:esh swetu?


me:ro7na dubai mall w JBR

fahad:ghadah please l3d t6benh ella  m3k a5ok/wld 5altk/wld 3mk aw ana


me:leeeh


fahad:kelh 3yal w 9r83h!!

me:ana esh d5lni feehm

fahad:please


me:okay


fahad:promise?

me:yeah 7ta ent la t6bha ella w ana m3k


fahad:okay

the officer came: time is up madam you can go now


me:when is he going to be out


the officer:one more hour


me:okay


before i was about to stand he grabbed my hand and whispered in my ear :I LOVE YOU MY WIFE


me:much more<3



suddenly my phone rang


SWYR IS CALLING



i answered


me:halla


sara:weenk it's going to be a sleep over fe 3'urft yara w anoud

me:men jedkm men kubr al'3urfh a9ln?


sara:kli tbn bnshoof movie and we will play spin the bottle w truth emshii it's going to be fun all of are there


me:okay

i went to yara and anoud room


for our start we played truth or dare <3 it was so much fun


we spinned the bottle it was on anoud ana sara


anoud:bs bnat alklam ma y6l3 okay


she included us all 3shan y3ni ngool l yara l7alha a7s 3eb


all:ok


the ask on sara and the answer on anoud


sara:truth or dare?


anoud:6ruth

sara:if you had one chance to date one of those boys in the summer camp who would you date?


anoud:umm ymchn abdulaziz


me:abdulaziz al6weel 4ak?



anoud:eh abdulaziz alflani



mai:yalla spin the bottle

it was on mai and razan




the question on razan

and the answer on mai


3ad razan  mra ml3unh fe as2lh


razan: if you was a lesbo w tbe t9eren m3 w7da m3 mnu?


mai:ya klbaaa!!!! this is too much


razan:eklai 5ra w jawbi bs shufu e4a galt esm albnt w 6l3t mnna mu tst7e w ttmel7



we all laughed


mai:ummm



razan:wsho


mai:3eeb ya albi


razan:btgolen wla wshlun?


mai:noura alflani eli m3na fe mdrsa


me:not bad choice


we spinned the bottle it was on me and yara im the one who will ask her a question


me:yara have you ever dated a boy?


yara:bs ma yl63


me:wsh d3wa mbzra 7na?


yara:eh

me:meen

yara:fahad alflani

my eyes popped out



anoud looked at me with a confuse face


me:tell us everything what happened


yara:no big deal bnt jat w 5rbt kl shy beennna knna m3 b39' lna ftra like 2 years

me:a77

yara:eh


dana:6yb ha4i albnt wshswt?

yara:she took a picture kan fe wald ys2lni 3n ma7l fe emirats mall 6yb? ra7 9wrtni w rsltha l fahad w fahad 39b w 6a8ena w trkna b39' y7s i was datin him


juju:78eera!!ml3unh 6yb 3rfti mnhi?


yara:eh sadly my best friend



juju:ufff ufff yalla we can be your best friends ;*


yara:aw how cute



i couldn't believe it yara and fahad?this is so weird walla weird




so we were bored of this game we stopped and watched a movie

"BAD BOYS"


until we slept next morning


i hope me and fahad will set together like always so i  woke up early took a shower blah my daily routine


left my hair as it is and i wore a skinny jeans with addidas shirt

and went to the garden at 7 am

i saw fahad was sitting there



he saw me and smiled


fahad:you remembered

me:5la9 it's my daily routine


fahad:missed you

me:me more


we sat and chatted


me:fahad esh kan benk w ben yara?


fahad:yara men?


me:you know how i mean


fahad:um it was nothing she cheated w ke4a w bs

i felt he doesn't want to talk about


me:do you still have feelings for her?


fahad:la it only belongs to you


i laid my head on his chest



fahad:so esh swetu fe dubai mall


i tried to make myself sound like bitch for a prank

me:kelh 3yal w falah


fahad:ghadah!!!


me:amz7 amz7 walla =))


fahad:bs2lk men knti t7ben gbli


me:knt a7b wwld 5alti lmn kent bzr =))


fahad:yuh gdema enti ba6look ;p


me:agool bs eskt


suddenly his phone rang


fahad:eh halla i missed u too y5ti wen alnas


my eyes popped out wshu ba3d ?


when he hang up

me:men?


fahad:7bebtie

me:uha


i try to make myself sound like a pissed off or something


fahad:amz7 my sister



yes fahad has  2 sisters noura w nuha and 1 big brother called faisal


me:uha


fahad:pissed off much?


me:very


fahad:5blh =)) y3ni lw shft rgm bnt w ana a5onk tdg bard wla bgoolk enha 7bebtie?


me:uff 7sstni eni bgra

fahad:jbteha;p


me:bgra w byzwjuni b3nz

fahad:o9 bas


we laughed
 chatted a little went back to our classes

everything was fine<3







until the moment dana called my phone


DANA<3 IS CALLING


me:umm


dana:ghadah jani weird msg 3nk y5r3



me:esh hu?



dana:mu thdded a warning


me:men wsh? w esh msg egreeh



dana:***************************************************************************




FIND OUT WHAT'S THE MSG ON CHAPTER 5


للهم انصر اخواننا في سوريا

اللهم امين

chapter (3)

nawaf:esh glti ?


me: i don't know what to say


ufff this is confusing me

i mean i really love him but what if it was just another game? :c


nawaf:if you want me to prove that he loves esm3i follow me NOW ! tsm3een bnfsk but hide when you see me talking to fahad don't let him see you kay?

me:ok


i followed him as he said he went to fahad and tolld him


nawaf:are you sure you love ghadah?


fahad:meeeen jeeedk ?i adore her but i guess she will never forgive me ever!!!


nawaf:e7m e7m


does that mean i should come ;/?

nawaf:ghadah t3ali


fahad was shock he blushed really hard!!!!


i can see the tomato face!!


aw his cute<3333333

ufff i wanna control myself

ethgli ya bnt ,,,wait a minute how am i going to control myself when his really cute


ethgli ya bnt =((


nawaf:sm3ti bnfsk wla?

me:eh

nawaf:my work is done here


nawaf left me and fahad alone  in the cienma
YES we do have cienema int the camp!!


fahad:ghadah im sorry i was just a jerk i'll have to admit it yes i was a player but when i met you everything changes walla everything changes :c i promise i'll be the guy you were dreaming of
i promise that i'll be the guy you say im lucky to have the one who draws the smile on your face everytime you hear his name im really sorry can we start over?


i blushed really hard didn't know what to say


after all everyone deserves second chances but he is right he did change

me:promise


fahad:wallaaaaa


me:okay i forgive you


fahad:missed you :c


i couldn't believe all of that events happened in one day !! yes it was already 10 pm


me:umm goodnight fahad


fahad:goodnight my love<3


i blushed and went back to our room



when i came at the room me:shut i saw dana looked really happy?


dana:awwwww guess what!!!!


me:wsh b3d?


dana:i just found my dairy`

me:eh ya 5bla kant m3 fahad =))

dana:n3m esh ybi feha?


me:i told her the whole story


dana:OMG how romantic still not trusty worthy


me:shut up im going to go back to sleep



BEFORE i was about to sleep i checked my phone

5
bbm 1 mention from twitter




i checked my twitter

i just got retweets blah

so i just tweeted

feels great to believe in sparks for the first time

i got retweet from fahad Yes he followed and i followed back


i checked my bbm all of it was bc expect for one was from fahad


fahad:still awake?

me:yeah why?

fahad:can you wake up tomorrow early?

me:what for?

fahad:i wanna make up all the tears that felt from your eyes



awwww how sweet<3


me:loool what time?


fahad:6?


me:my pleasure;*


fahad:ghadah a7bk


do you know that feeling you get when someone says to you"a7bk"yeah i felt it


feels good


me:goodnight<3


fahad:no me too?


me:let's see if your worth it first



fahad:you will see goodnight love <3


me:goodnight


i sat the alram on 6 o'clock




NEXT DAY


tern tern tern



yeah it was the annoying alram

why did i sat it ? i totally forgot =))



OH YEAH FAHAD!!!!


i got up from my bed really fast wore my adidas shorts(girly one)and a tanktop

tied my hair as a pony tail,,apply some make up on my face


i only put messcera and a lip gloss 


wore my toms shoes and went down i bbmed him


me:where should i meet you?


fahad:come to the food cort and i'll lead you to some secret place in the camp


how romantic secret place feels like I am in a movie <3



me:ok


so i went to the food cort i don't know why but i was so exited
oh finely i was fahad<3 he was wearing
a polo shirt and a shorts he looks hot <3
that polo shirt totally fit in his body<3



fahad:hey beautiful


me:hey

fahad:how was your sleep last night?


me:great

fahad:7lmti feni ;$?

me:a3o4 blah =))


fahad:7ywana =))


me: anyway


fahad: i love you

i blushed really hard hope he didn't noticed!!!

cause my face looks really funny when i blush


he smiled<3 aw his dimples his white teeth<3


fahad grabbed my hand and took me to some small garden behind the camp



me:this is really cute

fahad:only for cute people


he winked

he is so cheesy!!!


we sat and it was a sielnt for a while


until

fahad:ghahad


me:umm


fahad:mafi 3yona?

i laughed

fahad:abd mafi romancya =))

i didn't replay i just simled


fahad:have you ever thought about our ending?


me:you mean death?


fahad:ya 7ool ag9d zwaj tfa2lu bl5yr ya5i =))



i laughed I LOVE TO TEASE HIM

me:lesh nawi ttgdmli?


fahad:jals ast3b6 m3k y3ni

i blushed


fahad:i wanna marry you ghadah i want you to be mine forever walla <3


me:im yours <3


fahad:okay how many kids do you want?


me12


fahad:enti btjbeen 3yal wla 8beelh =))


me: asthbl =))


we laughed

me:okay 4 2 girls 2 boys


fahad:ana bsmi bnt w wld w enti esmi albaged =))


me:la ana eli at3b w a7ml fehm a5rtha tsmi =))

fahad:ogsmblah ananya


me:amz7 6yb ana bsmehm ;$ummm fay w abdulrhaman



fahad:ana nouf w salman


me:lol



fahad:where do you want our honey moon


me:tra 9dg 7seet enu bokra bntzwj =))


fahad:yalla!! ;$ tbeen bokra tra 3adi


me:no after my studies ;$


fahad:6yb wen?


me:abe carpian island


fahad:tam



we keep chatting about our future <3

he was to serious about it i love when he talks about these stuff makes me
can't handle myself anymore



fahad:ghadah promise me something?


me:gool?


fahad:ew3deni you would never keep any secret of me! w you will tell me every single detail happens to your life



me:i promise and also you


fahad i do too <3 ghadah a7bk


me:basss!!!


i turned my face on the oppiste direction of his face



fahad:cute tst7een?


me:ya allaaaah!!!!


fahad:okay okay ;$




i looked at my watch oh dear it's 9;45
!!!

were late on our class!!it was a tango class ufff


me:fahad we are late!!!


we went running to the class



the teacher:where were you guys???



me:i over slept!!


fahad:i was talking a shower



the teacher:have a set



all of my girls smirked even nawaf did i couldn't help it but giggle




there is a brake between each classes like 10 minutes when the class was done

i went to my fav class to set and sing<3 i really missed my black piano


okay since im really weird i named my paino into "CHARLIE" c


i sat on the piano chair and start to play it singing how i feel in the moment:

hearts beat fast
colors and promises
how to be brave how can i love when im afarid to fall but watching you stand alone all my doubt suddenly goes away some how but one step closer
i have died everyday waiting for you darling don't be afraid i have loved you for a thousand years i love for a thousand more



i was singing christina perri =thousands of years

suddenly razan came saying: you most be in love!!

me:so in love razan <3


razan:entbhi 3la ro7ch men 3u8b 7rkath 4ek w ana 3'aslh ede mnah


me:sure i'll do
i hugged her i mean i love her i really do<3




i went out of the class running searching for fahad<3



when suddenly i pumbed into nawaf


me:sorry walla sorry nawaf


nawaf:Wsh d3wa by the way can i talk to you in the lunch time about something?



me:sure where is fahad?


nawaf:he is sitting with m7md

me:oh kay!;p


so i went to my friends directly


i saw them chatting with a new girl


me:hello girls<3


mai:shoof mtshgg wjhha

they all laughed


i blushed


juju:enshalla always<3


me:trani men sa3a wagfa don't you want to interduce me to your new friend?



the girl seem familier she is not new i saw her many times in my classes


the girl:hello my name is yara what's yours


me:ghadah km 3umrch


anoud:shoof 7ywana she is steeling our accent tra walla she is not kuwity =))


yara:haha lol ana 17 you?

me:15


yara:al3umer kelh<3

me:tslmen<3enti s3odya?

yara:eh entu men riyadh ?

me:eh

yara:too bad ana men shrgya

me:i love shrgya people <3


yara:loool


we chatted with yara for a while she seems pretty nice

anoud:bgoolkm shy yara is the girl who is sharing my room


me:6yb leesh tgolen shklha bathrh?


all sudden anoud 8b9tni


me:ouch!!


anoud:tfo 3la wyahch ya alyahil


so we skipped a class and the bell rang it's lunch time


i was waiting for nawaf to come


me:ba 3'eet tji


nawaf:sorry

me:zbda gool esh tgool

nawaf:5la9 ensy salfa 3'bya


me:6yb



i really need fahad right now i don't know i just feel happy when im with him really <3


i went back to my girls orderd chines food


me:bnat wshraykm n6l3 yum men al camp

anoud:5blh entu mmnoo3


yara:no it's not 3adi bs lazm ya54un e4n men ahlkm


me:o9 bs 3an alflsfah


juju:6ayeb ween?


me:dubai mall!!!!


mai: w nt3sha fe JBR


me:eh bs ha4a eli fal7h fe altmel7


mai: 3la zg


me:7beebtie wsh tshki menh m6a3m dubai mall


sara:ya5ti walla mai 9ad8h i want it a memorble summer




me:6ayb

all of us agreed


juju:yara coming with us tomorrow?


yara:sure


we all added her in our bbm contact list


i checked my bbm

there was only 1 from fahad

fahad:weenk ?


me:food cort


fahad:eh bs ha4a eli fal7h feh tbl3 w ts7b =))

me: ya5i food is my second beyfriend


fahad:your cheating on me:@


me:3n al3yar yalla ;$


suddenly i saw fahad crossed me with a big smile on his face

i smiled back<3



so all the classes was done today


we went back to our rooms to sleep


i check my bbm again


fahad:ghadah 6 am?


me:sure<3 bs lazm hl mra mara7 n6wl

fahad:leeh?


me:broo7 ana w my friends dubai mall


fahad:la walla w t5ylene l7ali?


me:ya5i it's sound horrbile when you putted the words like that :c


fahad:7beebti<3


me:love you


fahad:a5ern 8lteha?adore you


me:eh ;$ ya5i 3be6h wsh aswi


fahad:men na7yat 3be6h eh ma glna shy


me:36eetk wajh =))


fahad: i love you


me:way ahead<3



i went to sleep and sat my alram<3


as the moment i woke up i wore I LOVE L.A
shirt and skinny jeans with flat


i left my hair as they say with the wind ;$

applyed some make up and went to the garden the fahad showed me it <3


suddenly i heard someone behind saying: exited?


me:yeah


fahad:ghadah a6lb mnk 6lb?


me:esh?


fahad:3'neli walla i love your voice

me:la


fahad:please swe shy 3shani lw mra :c


me:okay

i start singing no promises by shayne ward
damn it o love that song even when it's old<3

me:baby now i need hold you tight i just wanna die in your arms here tonight , i don't wanna run away i wanna stay forever in time and time no promises i don't wanna ran away i dont be alone no promises baby now i need to hold tight now and forever my love <3


fahad:beautiful walla beautiful<3

me:thank u

i blushed

fahad: i recorded your voice tra ;$


me:what for?


fahad:my ringtone


me:fahad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



i jumbed on him to grab his phone it feels like we are kids or something


when suddenly our eyes met<3


he keeped staring at mine as i am staring at him


this moment can't get any better<3
wish time would freeze<3


i got up

 and wrapped my arms like a child

fahad:wshfek?


me:seriously your ringtone ?

fahad:wsh d3wa i won't set it as my ringtone lmn tgolen eh ;$


me:umm


fahad:a7bk

he kissed my cheek

i looked at my watch i realized it 8 am so i went to our room

anoud:yalla 3ad wen kntai?

me:wsh d5lk ;$?


anoud:m3 7beeb alglb?


me:la yekthar

we laughed we were all ready and the new girl yara was joning us


we went to the recpition they called our parents asking for permstion

all of our parents agreed we went to the mall

and shopped from everywhere

eat ice creams we had really great time<3


we went back to the camp before the last class finsh

anoud:9dch a summer to remember


me:swyr 7ywana 3ndha afkar jahnmya w ma ttklm


sara:la walla ;$lesh etnu tsm3un a9ln


we laughed a7bha w 59o9n lmn tt7l6m 3lena<3


surprisely we went back before the last class even start it was 9 am but the camp told us to come early so we had to


i was searching for fahad


when i saw one of his friend oh shit !! i forgot his name


me:umm


the guy:my name is m7md ;p


me:eh 97 lol sorry ween fahad

the guy:umm he is in jail


we have a jail in our summer camp it's just like a punishment detnstion or something

when you only do something bad
for a whole day


me:n3m????? leeeeeh:c?


m7md: *****************************************************************************




what happened next find out at chapter (4) ;p



keep praying for our brothers in syria<3


اللهم انصر اخواننا في سوريا
و اجعل نهايه بشار في الدرك الاسفل من النار


اللهم امين

chapter (2)

so all that was a bet?!


i was ear dropping when i heard you won the bet i forgot to hear the next part

i felt tears coming into my eyes i was laying down on the wall

than suddenly

*FAHAD SIDE*


when i went out all of sudden surprisely i found ghada with tears in her eyes i was shcoked !!!! did she heard that?


it hurts to see her like that

the worst part that im pretending to my friends that i don't love ghadah while i do

she is beautiful she is kind talented amazing person

all im afraid of my friends find out that i do love her and than doubt me



ghadah or my friends was hard to chose!!!

ghadah: thanks alot


me:ghadah wait listen

ghadah:what? btfhmni enu kl ha4a bet ?5la9 fhmt ma y7taj


me:just listen!!!!


ghadah: I DON'T HAVE TO AND I NEVER WANNA SEE YOU AGAIN



me:I BET THAT'S THE 5TH TIME TO SAY IT TO A GUY RIGHT?


ghadah: what do you mean


me:face it ghadah i know that you dated 5 guys before


ghadah:i never did!!!!


i didn't mean to say that!!!!

i throwed the dairy infront of her

me:explain this?


she grabbed the dairy and opened it


me:your such  a whore you should be thankful that i liked you!!!


ghada:that's not mine :) that's my friend dairy that we have been searching for since 2 weeks and since im a whore you don't have to see me ever again



that's not her dairy?


what does she mean????


i most took the wrong dairy!!!!!!! gosh what did i just said



yl3n om al7alh



me:i didn't mean what i said


ghadah passed my path saying:whatever


what did i said !!!! stupid fahad really stupid!!!


i lost ghadah the one i was almost going to choose instead of my friends!!!


who will i say for ? i can't say to anyone what im feeling right now

hurt yeah!!! i just realize because of ghadah my friends are fake!

*BACK TO MY SIDE*

he is such a jerk!!!! ahhh


yghr i went to my room crying


there was razan in my room using my ipad

razan: ghadah esh feech?


me:wla shy


razan:7sbalk ma 3rfch ana?


me: i told her everything


razan:oh my god he is such a jerk don't waste your tears for someone isn't worth ghadah 7ram 3lech 6al3i ro7ch blmn6'rh!!!3yonch weeeh wyaed 7mra ro7i 3'sli wyhch come with me


i went with her and washed my face


razan:uff kl mnch t25rna 3la class


me:class wsh?

razan:class singing ya albi gomi


me:what if i saw him there

razan:byni 3umrch jdamh enu 7dch mstansa walla bn8hr


me:fkra

so we went to the singing class yes he was there

he saw me than looked away


anoud:wyed t25rto wen kntu?


me:bgoolk b3deen


juju:wshfeek


me:nothing


juju:wjhk mra m7mr


me:gtlkm bgolkm b3deen



the teacher: class please keep quit


sara:ghadah t5yle men the new 2 girls in the camp?


me:meen


sara:ahood w hadeel


me:w3333333


razan:men 9dch entay?


mai:walla


anoud:ekli 5ara nti wyaha 3krtu mzaji



the teacher: oh since your girls keep talking let the boss of you guys come and sing the high notes i tought the class before a few



sara:mali d5l

all:wla ana

the teacher:come ghadah


i gave them the most shitiest stares ever they laughed



the teacher:sing some song witha high notes if you know it :)




me:ok


me:there's a fire staring in my heart reaching a fever pitch and it's bringing me out the dark finelly i can see you crystal clear go ahead and sell me out  and i lay your shirt bare see how i leave with every peace of you don't undersiamte the things that i will there is a fire staring in my heart reaching a fever pitch and it's bringing me out the dark
the scares of your love remind me of us they keep me thinking that we almost had it all the
scares of your love it leave me breathless i can't help feeling we could of have it all
rolling in the deep
you had my heart inside of your hand and you play it to the beat


*FAHAD SIDE*


i know when ghadah sings she sings about what she is feeling this is really tearing me apart hearing her singing rolling in the deep by adele

hurts i know she singing about what happened to day :c

nawaf whispered to me

nawaf:wshfeek

me:mafeni shy

msh3l:ya 3yal 9otha ys6l!

nawaf:mra

he whispered again to me saying

nawaf:btgoli after the class




me:ok

i checked my bbm to check if she still in my contact list


surprisely she was

ii wonder why didn't she deleted me

*BACK TO MY SIDE*


teacher:pravo


everyone clapped i blushed 7mdullah w shakr =))



mai:9ots yshe5a 5orafi =))

me:thank u ;$

so the class was done and it's lunch time


i went to the food cort and found fahad is doing the same when he saw me for the first time with ahood


now im really heart broken!!!!


fahad saw me came to me runninng


fahad:ghadah it's not what it looks like it's just that the manger of the camp told me to do it for each new campers

me:save it!!there is nothing between us yalla roo7 5lk m3 ahood it's her turn


fahad:ghadah please esm3eni 6yb:c

me:what another lie? i don't think so


*FAHAD SIDE*


she left my path suddenly nawaf came to me running


it's like we are in a high school in america!!!


nawaf:heh wsh feek tklm ya5i?


me:3shan t9'7kun?


nawaf:wsh d3wa fahad your my brother since K.G

i was glancing at ghadah


nawaf:uhaaaa fhmt

me:esh ?


nawaf:your in love with ghadah 97?


me:eh :)is it wrong


nawaf:tbe 9ra7a eli e7na nsweh fe bnat 3'l6 6yb she is with you now go with her tra 3adi


me: i told him what happened

nawaf:ya5i w ent thoor tswe eli ygoolh msh3l?b3deen walla ma tnlam bnt muzza mra


me:ya5i mdri oul shy maknt a7bha knt 3adi 3u8b albet 4a something change


nawaf:aklmha ya5i shef wjhk yr7m =))


me:kl trab eh klmha blah


nawaf:5la9 6yb


*BACK TO MY SIDE*


i went to the table with my girls and eat

when all sudden nawaf came to me


nawaf:ghadah mmkun aklmk shwy


me:ok

i went with him in some class

nawaf:ghadah 5leni atklm leen a5l9


me:oky?


nawaf:esm3i tra fahad walla y7bk


me:ufff please la tft7 salfa 4e m3i

nawaf:5leni agoolk al89a eli 9art 6yb


me:yalla


nawaf:oul shy kan tra 3adi m3k he doesn't have feelings or something msh3l galh shklh mu 78t laf w dawaran w galh fahad eh msh3l gaal t7dak tjebha fahad 3'bi 5l8h ybi y7tk fe msh3l w msh3l walla esnan 7ywan thor klb galh 6yb b3d albet with the days he start liking you ghadah 7ram 3leek walla mu ga3d ysthbl y3ni lw yk4b 3leek mara7 yk4b 3li


me:w ana l3ebh 3nduhm?


nawaf:y5ti gtlk w lw ma thmeenh kan ma jani ytshka 3ndi kan 6nsh t3sh tnt3sh tra 9dg bnat ktheren ybunh


me:la walla w lesh yroo7 3nd my cousin ahood like he did to me the first time

nawaf:yarbi enk 3be6h manger galh 3shan fahad lh 4 years yje camp f mafi a7d ma y3rfh


me:ma adri esh agoolk

nawaf:esm3i 3shan yt2db la tklmenh km yum y3ni lw b5rf klam mara7 agoolk ke4a zbda la tklmenh km yum b3den klmeh


I WAS CONFUSED I HAVE FEELINGS FOR HIM AND EVERYTHING WAS PERFECTLY GREAT WHAT SHOULD I SAY?!


nawaf:wsh glti?


i have to answer him now but what should i say?!!!!

me:*************************************




what did i say find out at chapter 3 ;)


hope you enjoyed my story



let's pray for our brothers in syria

اللهم انصر اخواننا في سوريا و انتقم لهم من بشار

اللهم امين

chapter (1)

yeah it's a summer vecation and like every other summer i usaully spend it with my friends at any summer camp


me and my friends and my amazing cousins were sitting at my living room

me/dana/juju/mai/alanoud/sara/razan

we are all the same age expect anoud she is older than us with 1 year

razan:abe aroo7 summer camp !!!


mai:7ta ana


sara:fe summer camp ygolon 7lu mra for dancing and singing in dubai wsh raykm nro7lh it's for age 14-18 tra 9dg ygolon shy jmeel


me:eh fkra bs wshu 5af y6l3unlna swaryh w ajabnb ma abi

oh sorry i forgot to mention that in the information but razan and alanoud are from kuwait


sara:la ya mama 78 5ljyen bs s3odyen emaratyen 86ryen kwyten b7rnen w bs


me:allaaaaaah flaaa


razan:mub t7msuni a5rtha leen 6al3tu dubai mall hjeto


they all went back to their houses and we all told our mothers and fathes they all agreed cause it's  a safe place summer camp with the best people of my life this is amazing>3


i called dana

me:are so exited

dana:mra tsthbleen

me:next week baby!!!!


yeah we are going to dubai next week


i immedeitly when i hang up the phone from dana

went to my mum hugged her all suddenly

and kissed her forehead

mama:entbhu l anfskm

me:enshalla<3

i eat my dinner checked my twitter my bbm everything my daily routine wrote my dairy too:


dear dairy....for this day

me and my friends are going to dubai to summer camp yes im so exited for the new adventure..............blah blah some silly stuff


and done


went back to sleep


LET'S SKIP TO THE DAY BEFORE DUBAI

i called dana and told her to come over



dana:what's your emergency


me:mdri wsh albs


dana:3la z8 3la z8 6agtni mshawar w enti 3arfh betk b3eed 3shan ma tdren wsh tlbseen?

me:eh ;$


dana:allah ya54k



me:alzbda sa3deni


we were done packing our stuffes all


and went to sleep


LET'S SKIP TO THE AIR.REPORT


in the plane :


alanoud and me and dana were sitting in the middle

juju and mai were on our left side and sara and razan were on our right side

this is so exiting!!!!


:PLEASE PASSENGERS MAY YOU ALL GET BACK TO YOUR SEAT WE WILL BE LANDING IN MOMENT



damn it i love her<3

when we arrived we went directly to our summer camp it was so amazing


our rooms was the following the summer camp hotel for each rooms only two persons:

me and dana

juju and mai

razan and sara

too bad for anoud was with some girl we don't know be she seem to be anoying

we were to tierd it was 8 pm so i wrote my dairy and slept

NEXT DAY:
i woke up alone i don't really know why did i woke up to early it was 7 am

i went down to the lobby
to take my programes paper

there is no programe at 7 am so i went to the food cort to have some breakfast
i sat alone then some guy came to my table

the guy:halla

me:halla?

there was a question mark on my face


the guy:my name is fahad you most be from the new group


me:eh

the guy:what's your name?

me:ghadah

the guy:beautiful name for a beautiful girl

me:thank you

the guy :im fahad from saudi arebia from riyadh exactly and im 17 years old

me:nice to meet you fahad

the guy :you too km 3umrk?

me:15

the guy:are you saudi?

me:eh men riyadh


the guy:uha welcome to the summer camp


it was pretty crowded with people me and fahad just chatted a little


he went back to his friend
while mai came to me running

mai:leeh ma 97eteni


me:3shan t9fegeni?

mai:5blh ana?

me:la bs feek enf9am sh59ya 97uni b3den tl3na =))


mai:o9 bs who is that guy you were sitting with

me:mdri jani his name is fahad he is 17 s3ody

mai:he is cute


me:eh



fahad was really hot his body his face i don't have to decribe his just imagine him as the guy of your dreams LOL =))



all the girls came all sudden

juju:ghadah do we have classes right now

me:la

i was glancing at fahad all the time i think he noticed cause he smiled

mai:g3d nakl taklen m3na?

me:walla lw eni y2juj w ma2juju twni maklh

juju:ma 3li mnk ana b6ni b6ni

all the girls went to eat and i went to check the classes in stuff

when all sudden there is class cut my attention with instrumal and stuff like piano is my fav and i really know how to play it

i sat on it  the chair of the piano and start playing it and singing:


It's all amazing tomight the enrgey is coming back if feels amazing tonight it's alla electric

i don't know guys if you know the song


i felt someone was behind suddenly he was calpping

fahad:beautiful and talented too

me:thank u

so our first classs starts at 9 am  it's hip hop class <3

we all  took our chairs


the couch: so anyone has any idea about the hip hop first of all?

the couch :no one knows how to dance hip hop?

fahad: i do

suddenly he came and dance it was pretty amazing he was amazing dancer<3


juju 3rbji eslobha shwy

juju:yl3n omh y3rf


i laughed

he winked at me i smiled

suddenly some girl gave me the most shittiest stares everr!!!!

what's her problem?


when the class was done we all danced trained

the girl came saying:esh esmk?

me:ghadah you?

the girl:halla

me:your name is halla wla jalsh tgolenli halla feek


dana was beside me she hold her laugh

the girl:no my name is halla


me:uha amri?


the girl:t3rfen fahad?

me:eh bs mu mra leeh

the girl:are you his girlfriend?

me:la

the girl :take care he is the worst player at the summer camp


me:whatever


*FAHAD SIDE*
i saw halla talking to ghadah

i know she is telling her all about me


wsh fe omha 4i?


i went to my friend msh3l

me:msh3l tshoof albnt eli henak

i was pointing at ghadah

msh3l:eh wsh feeha?

me:she's cute

when all of sudden nawaf shared the convo

nawaf:eh bs shaklha mu 78t laf ymen w ysar




msh3l:esm3 fahad lk eli tbi e4a jbtha


me:that's a bet?

msh3l:eh


me:your on!!!

*ANOUD SIDE*

i saw fahad the guy ghadah has been talking about

coming to my site

fahad:ahln

me:halla

fahad:anoud 97

me:eh

fahad:abe as2lk 3n ghadah?

me:esh ?

fahad:how can i get to know her better


oh that's weird

me:well you can read her dairy



oh dear did i just said that?


fahad:where can i find it?


me:bs please mu ana eli gtlk


fahad:sure wsh d3wa

me:in her room she is sharing it  with dana i think but be careful both of them writes a dairy

fahad:ok thank you what's their room number

me:5050


fahad:ok

what did i just say that why DUMB ASS!!! UFF


*FAHAD SIDE*

 i went dierctly as anoud told me to but tha't's really weird she is telling me that


so i went to their room and wow it was open

i found a blue note book i opened it


oh yeah that's her dairy i took it and hide it in my room so i can read it at night


*back to my side*

the classes was done we all went back to our rooms took a shower and blah blah what ever


i wrote my dairy:


DEAR DAIRY....


i saw a really cute guy that i met he can dance he is hot and everything is great in him but when all of sudden a girl named halla told me he is a player but i've been thinking he hunted my mind lately...................... blah




suddenly dana screamed


DANA:damn it WHERE IS MY DAIRY


me:it was on the bed


dana:i know but ghadah tarkh 3'rofh mfto7a?


me:eh



dana:kli tbnnnnnn akeed a7d a54ha yarbi it has all my secrets my lovers life and everything

i called the girls to come immeditly


anoud:wshfekm


me:shfti dairy 78t dana?

her eyes got widen


anoud:78tch mwjoda?


me:eh bs dana a5tft


she start acting weird

mai: that's our first day men bay54ha w amdah y78d 3leena?




juju:asasn hbl entu tktbun dairy




AFTER ONE WEEK of searching we didn't found it


fahad was acting weird lately



i saw him on the way


fahad:ghadah can i tell you something?


me:eh


fahad:ghadah  i really love you i want you forever to be mine since the moment i saw you i believe finelly did that love from the first sight is truei really mean every word i say


me:i don't date boys sorry fahad

fahad:im not a normal one im your future husband

me:adri bs ana mu men 4a no3


I WISH I WOULD SAY YES

9d8 hu 9dg ys6lllllll i couldn't hold myself


fahad:add me on bbm at less

me:as friends?


fahad:eh


i did added him on my bbm in all the classes today he has been saying a really cute words to me

after 2 hours at 4 pm i saw fahad and anoud sitting talking


*FAHAD SIDE*

me:anoud tell me more about her the dairy isn't enough

anoud:are u sure you took the right dairy?


me:yeah yeah

anoud:lesh asasn tb3'aha ent t7bha?


me:eh so much


anoud:look if she sang at the instrumal class a love song maybe she does too


me:y3ni he t3br 3n nfsha lmn t3'ni?

anoud:eh

me:weird girl but i like it


*Back to my side*


when ever i see fahad i really blush i really don't know why but i just do


i went to the class as always played the piano and sang:


IM sleeping through the day im trying not to faint but every single night i just been lying awake cause i can't you of my mind the longer that we met i didn't know yet that i was looking at the face i'll never foget cause i finelly realize that i can't get you of my mind ,.give me the chance to love you i'll tell you the only reason why cause you are on my mind i wanna know that you feel it what do you see when you close your eyes




all sudden


fahad:who's the song about


i got nervous !!!


me:does it have to about someone?


fahad:ymkn anoud galtli enk t3bren 3n moment b song

me:umm


fahad:yalla goli walla mara7 a3lm a7d


i stand up saying

me:klshy fe wgth 7lu


i smiled


and got of the class

i sat with the girls everything went perfectly fine

until i found fahad and some guy in the camp called muhamd fighting over something


i went to them trying to stop them


when i heard fahad saying:eb3d 3nha she's mine


me:who are you talking about


fahad:you!!!!


i got surprised

finelly they stop fighting


it's 11 pm all of the campers went back to their room and slept

exepct me i was thinking about everything what happened today what fahad said and halla said im confuse!!!!



i got pings at me my bb


fahad:
ghadah i love you


me:7btk al3afya


fahad:esh feek 3li?


me:esh salfa eli benk w been muhamd?

fahad:kan y7ki 3nk ygool she is hot w mdri esh i got angry w gtlh yb3d 3nk w t5an8na


me:leesh yb3d 3ni ent esh da5lk


fahad:ghadah a3'ar !!! happy now


me: i don't know what to say

fahad:be mine :c ghadah please i promise i won't ever hurt you


me:mdri


fahad:please?

me:um i guess we should give it a try

fahad: I LOVE YOU GHADAAAAAAH<3


me:me too<3


i slept i was happy about it  although im not the kind of a girl but im happy

i told dana she was happy for me and worried at the same times i told my girls they were all worried didn't get why they were



AFTER 3 DAYS

3 best day of my life

he was amazing and a gentle with me<3

i went to the singing class cause it's the first one for today it was already 9 am


when i heard someone inside the room saying:


walla ya fahad fnan 97 3leek jbt rasha you won the bet


i was holding my tears all was between us was just A bet



what about the fight with muhamad ?


what about everything was just a lie


maybe halla is right he is a player


WHAT HAPPENED NEXT FIND OUT AT CHAPTER 2



hope you guys like my story ;* for starting

who am I

......hello so here am i
 

just ended endless love story and this is the new one call dear dairy

 

let me give you important information about the charcters in the story:

 

my name is ghadah im 15 years old or let's say 14 going to be 15 soon-

Im tanned naturally very soft wavey hair ,light brown eyes,light brown hair,not that fat or thin,little bet a shorty ;$yeah-

i express my feeling when i sing a song but when i sing it's expressing my feeling at the moment-
I write my dairy everyday that's another expressing what happened at the same day-
I hate anyone who opens my dairy-
I have only one sister her name is lara she is 6 and very annoying she's my only sister ,she is white and-
light brown eyes light brown hair soft wavey one she is a little bet taller than her age
I have three best friends -
dana: tanned with a black hair and very amazing curlies dark brown eyes she is pretty although
aljohrah:but we call her juju for short,she is corny also a curly hair black one and dark brown eyes
mai: is white dark brown eyes wavey hair dark brown hair
 THE closet  cousins of mine are sara and alanoud and razan<3-
sara:is blonde tanned skin dark brown eyes and striaght hair
alanoud:black hair white striaght hair dark brown eyes
razan:is alanoud small sister so they look like twins



I ALSO have cousins who i really hate their names are ahood and hadeel I don't really have to describe
hadeel zy ma ygolo 3adyh

but ahood is really beautiful although i hate her but i have to admit it she pretty


the boys cousins are abdulmalik bathr bathr bshkl ma tt9wrun he always stand by ahood side

and the best cousins ever is abdullah he is pretty amazing and pretty close to me like a brother


 my mum name is noura-
my father name is abdulaziz-


the rest you will know at the story ;p




writer note;: i know it's long describtion but you all guys have to know these cause it has so releation with the story ;)