chapter (25)

Okay this is really the scariest moment of my life seriously I was about to cry




me:Don't worry





abdullah:tsthblen enti lazm nn6



me:keef?



abdullah:after 3?



me:la la


abdullah:kefk ana bn6







suddenly before abdullah was about to jumb


I pressed that button i don't know what do they call it


that makes the motor moves


Harder and Harder


until we were finelly moving and got on the top and head to the bottom all over again







Talal stopped his motor infront of us



Talal:mjnona enti??


me:leesh?



Talal:t7sbeni ahbl ma shft eli 9ar gbl shwy





me:ma9ar shy




Talal:twni brgalkm l3d trgen ok?




me:Talal ya bay5



Talal:ghadah swi eli gtlk



I hate when talal start being bossy around?but it's for my own good right?








abdullah was to scared to complete the ride so he just decided to wait for his motor















THE NIGHT WAS DONE AND WE HAD SO MUCH FUN






When I woke up



I checked my phone as always



4 BBM


3 B.C

and one from talal


Talal:ghadah :C



me:esh feeeek ?




I waited 2 hours and he didn't answer back


I pinged him 1000000000000000000 times


the whole conversation was PING!!!!;;O




and he still doesn't answer



I was worried afraid



sudeenly he finelly answered


Talal:a7bk


me:5wftni ya 7ywan walla me too :c



Talal:lesh 5fti?


me:3shank ma rdet w 7a6 sad face 3la bali feek shy




Talal:no I'm ok ;p



me:7mdullah<3



Talal since the day I met him he putted next to his name



G<3



and now he removed it?



this is really weird


but I never removed the T next to my name







ugh never mind



I was at home I didn't went out or something

it was 1 am

the middle of the night


Talal didn't called me like he used to

so I did



6oooo6


6ooo6


6oooo6


6oooo6



;alo?



me:ahln kefk?


Talal:halla 7mdullah u?

me:7mdullah wshfek j7dtni alyum la klmtni bbm wla phone


I said it jokely



Talal:Ghadah I gotta go bye



6oo6 6oooo6



whats' his problem this is getting in my nervs?









so the 2 weeks past and Talal changed



he used to call me

and now he doesn't im the one who calls and he hang up all of sudden for no reason


and he evem didn't bother him self to write an excuse for it bbm



he used to bbm everyday
and now once at 3 days



my name was removed from his stautes messege


THERE MOST BE AN ANSWER FOR ALL OF HIS BAD BEAVEIOR









when ever I tried to tell him


my fingers stoppes me everytime from writing him



all the ideas get into my mind


I MIGHT HURT HIM




2 weeks and i also never see him




gosh!!

for somehow I felt it's my fualt maybe i didn't treat him as he desrves



:



I went to my piano and start playing



I shouldn't have been A better girl

instead of waisting time spending my life searching for the finner things


you always gave me another chance to make it right but i didn't deserve cause i didn't understand

and I feel so bad cause you wouldn't do the same with me but i know what your weakness is

and you feel so bad and your own an open road

so gone im looking back



I thought i had you on leash Like i could do whatever


I wanted to and I wanted to and you were going to wait for me baby no



another table is turning off

like your the master and im on the strings

your in control of me


and I feel so bad

and now you doing it to me cause you know what my weakness is

and you feel so bad

and im on open road trying to go but im looking back


I'm looking for him I'm trying to find him I really need him


I think i love him

you can blame it

all one me

I know it's like this because of me


now im just like hitchhaker waiting for a ride

with no cause in sight

and it feels so bad cause you wouldn't do the same with me but i know what your weakness is yeah




and I feel so mad


and your on an a open road


long gone I can have you back


im looking for him I'm trying to find him




I really need him I think I love him


I wanna see him oh i never wanna leave ya

i wanna keep ya


I think I LOVE YA



-



chris brown-open road







It was early and yes it was wednesday


I think 5alti samer is coming but talal ain't coming as usaul


I turned my back suddenly I found talal




I looked down




Talal:what's the song about this time




me:I gotta go


I went out of the room





*many asked about the dairy I still write it everyday but i don't have to mention it *





I took my 3baya


and went to the car called the dirver


7seet eni 78era mdri leeh



I didn't know where to go



PING!!!



from talal


talal:wen ray7a


me:beet dana


talal:leeh w ana 3ndk


me:twg3tk mara7 tje zy daym so broo7 lha ana gtlha w bnat byjunha



talal:ok have fun




-




I didn't took my mother permestion SHIT



I told the driver to go to dana's house


i know she have nothing to do

cause she just tweeted

"BORED*YAWN*






I bbmed my  mother on the way


and told her what happened


she said:ok bs la trj3en mt25r w e4a rj3ti bet ntfahm





I was wearing a skinny jeans and regular shirt


with a pony tail



when i FINELLY ARIVVED

I rang the door bell



Dana opened it



dana:ghadah wsh jaybk




I m still feeling bad about ditching talal after all I missed him



tears keep falling frrom my face


Dana:ed5liii foog bsr3aa




we went to her room



dana is the only who knew about talal changing pretty fast





Dana:a7sn ma3leek mnh hu eli mt3'yr enti w wsh d5lk


me:a7s ana swetlh shy w t3'yr 3u8bha


Dana:ytklm malh lsan?



I stayed quit



Dana:I know what could makes you better




me:esh?


Dana: krispey kream dount


me:abeee :c




Dana:5o4i

she also gave me soft drink we ate and chat together


me:keef m7md?


Dana:7modi lw sm7ti ;$


me:ya3eni


Dana;:76'na t3ban~;p




me:kwys




*Talal side*



I was a bet surprised of ghadah ditching me



THe song

everything?!



i know i wasn't alouded to touch her dairy


But I  have to at less there must  a clue for all that reaction and behavior



I opened the last page




Dear dairy




i don't know how to start but i just have to tell you


talal changed the oppisite person


every girl expect her man to change in better way but mine in bad way



there must be something behind all of this shit



I always thought he would never changed but he did



,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,etc




THe END

-


i WAS SURPRISED ABOUT IT




i said to myself

: ana t3'yrt ?la dl3 bnaat

ella i think i am


must7el togol ke4a men rasha?





*BACK TO MY SID




i got those anoying ping again uff



it was talal



Talal:GHADAH!

ME:umm


Talal: do you really think I changed?



HOW THE HACK DID HE KNOW ABOUT IT?!!!




WHAT HAPPENED NEXT FIND OUT AT CHAPTER 26

chapter (24)

ahood: yalla kan fek 5er ersli shufi esh byjek enti w talal


I replayed back


me:eh bjrb w ha4a en g3d m3k jwalk ya g*ba 3shan ttwa9len m3 fahad :)





I was afraid of doing it and getting talal in more problems because of me


I was afraid that he might get hurt because of me


what should I do



Talal suddenly pulled the phone


Talal:leesh tt6a8en m3ha ma t5afen tswelk shy ana ma a5af 3la nfsi w fahad dwah 3ndi bs a5af 3lek!yswun lk shy w ana mu mwjood ghadah la tklmenha


I bet he didn't read the chat yet




me:esh btswi?


Talal:malk sh3'l zbda mara7 a5leh ke4a



i lean head into his shoulder


me:la tswe shy ana b3d a5af


Talal:3lmeni esh byswe?


me:mdri bs a5af





He kissed my cheek


Talal:a7b eli y5afon <3


me:hehe ;$



he handed me my phone



Talal:nl3b sony?


me:yalla


Talal:LBP wla ?


me:eh wdk bshy thani?


Talal:9ra7a wdi call of duty


me:ajl zombies 7




Talal:ok




we played together <3 made jokes an had fun




weird but i didn't know that talal brought the Ps3 with him in lebnon =)) this is halirious







okay so next day


me and the girls decided to go to the mountin



for a lunch<3



so I woke something comfy

blover and skinny jeans and high bouts

The blover was I LOVE switzerland


it was black and the bouts was black too

i curlied my hair





and lara wore


red shirt with

I LOVE PARIS

and nike jacket and nike bouts






Talal was wearing training and jacket both of it was adidas



the girls wore something for cold weather





we took a taxi



mama:agool lazm thnen yrkbon fe shn6a ma tkfi alsyarh

it was GMC




Talal:5la9 ana brkb fe shn6h


me:W ana b3d




we were sitting in our comfy funny place



Dana;wsh tswun


she said that while turning around at her back




suddenly she start laughing really hard





mama:esh feek?



Dana:talal w ghadah yl3bun ballot fe shn6a




all the car laughed at us even the driver




me:6yb?




juujuu:na89km f9f9 w shahi





me:walla tswen fena 5eeer =))






when we finelly arrived lara was sitting in the front seat


she was sleeping all the way




Talal didn't want to wake her up so he carried her all the times




me:la t3b nfsk gwmha


Talal:la ha4i bntna drbi 3leha men al7en


me:*giggled*


okay so the day past and 2 more days past and it was fine


no problems and more love for me and talal



so it's time to go back to riyadh :c



I tweeted

OFF TO RIYADH



let's skip A whole month


Now it's winter y3ni time for camping in the deserts that's my favourite part of the winter






ALL MY GIRLS WERE THERE



Talal invited abdullah over


and dana and mai and juju and sara and anoud and razan finelly me


lara invited her friends



IT WAS BLAST


there was 5 tent


1- living room

2-living room
3-living room
4-kitchen
5- living room


the whole camp thing was rented






lving room for The teens which it's talal and me and the rest

second one for our mothers

third one for lara and here friends
fourth one is for the mans



so we brought the streo with us

we danced on arabic songs





suddenly talal winked at me


I KNOW THAT WINK IT MEANS I HAVE A PLANE



anyway

I followed him as he said




he holded my hand and we run to somewhere,,,,where?

i don't know really












suddenly



me:DBAAAB


Talal:o9 I rented for us all 5o4i ha4a lak w ok na54 lfa 3ndhm w b3den aro7 ajeeb dbabat


me:woow Thank you<3

i hugged him




Talal:t3rfen wla a3lmk


me:wsh d3wa aked a3rf -_-




well im pro at these stuff haha ;p



I was infront and talal was holding my waist in the back




yeah I'm the type of girl who drives VERY FAST




even talal when he was trying to scream who couldn't completed his sentence =))


I drove infront of our tent



suddenly all of them went out screaming



"ABIIIIII"





anyway klna l3bna feha


everyone got his own

we had really fun



poor little abdullah his own


stopped

yeah out of gaz


r7mth so I went to his sight and made him get in the back of mine



abdullah:yn5af mnk


me:erkd and enjoy the ride ;p




abdullah:*Reading m3w4at"haha






so you now when the camp mostly behind it not a mountin plateau







when I was about to reach the top of the plateau




anyway

the motor was stuck in the sands and I was about to reach the top of it















suddenly it start going down by it self slowly :o


abdullah screamed for help


cause if we felled


on the ground are sticks and rocks








What will happen next find out at chapter (25);p

chapter (23)

I opened the door suddenly everyone was screaming surprise!!!!


I didn't know if it was me or talal?


Talal:it's your ya 3'bya

me:huh EH 97 IT'S MY BIRTHDAY?!!





I found my friends came in birut for my birthdays <3



ME:ah I love you guys :c


I hugged my friends and my cousins and 5alti samer and my mother<3



me:Aww thank u



mama:thank talal hu eli 7jzlhum klhum w jabhum


I turned around to face him


me:you did this:c?


talal:yeah you told me many times how much you miss your friends dwrt agrb 7jz 3shank


I blushed I wanna hug him but not infornt of everyone



after we ate the cake


dana:here is your gift from us ;$ anoud w razan w sara w dana w mai w juju

juju:by the way mai ma gdrt tjy 3ndhm zwaj 3mtha mdri 5altlha


I opened the box


OH MY GOD



  
they brought to me cannon camera




me:I love you guys thank u tra makan lh da3i :")


dana:shut up !




me:6yb ;$




so we sat and had really



together

mama:yalla 3ad sa3a 2 ro7o namu



the girls :wen alnam ==))?


talal:don't worry guys 7ajzenlkm 3'rf





THe girls:thank u




talal:wsh d3wa bjebkm w b4bkm fe lobby mthln?



juju:ma nst3'rbha =))


talal:hahaha




he rent 3 rooms



dana and juju


sara and anoud and razan





I slept in my room next day I wook up


I checked my phone I found  MSG



DAMN IT I HATE MSGS!



I opened the msg



I heard it's your birthday ana asf about all the things i did can we start over?:ci really feel gulity




ok this is weird I wonder who sant that msg



this is creeping me out!!!




I called that number


6ooo6

6ooo6


6ooo6

6ooo6


no one answered that phone ;/







okay no cares so I went and change my clothes




I wore black jacket and gold toping inside


and wore black prada heels




applied my hair into a bun




I went out of the room and went to talal's room



i rang the bell




6en 6on 6en 6on=))



talal:hey your awake?


me:eh ;$


I hugged him without feeling myself




me:a7bk talal


talal blushed and smiled



it was 7 am



he wrapped his arms aound my waist


talal:tbeen nro7 nf6r t7t fe lobby?


me:eh yalla



I sat with him and eat breakfast





me:fe so2al daym yje fe rasi


talal:goli


me:  you never loved a girl 97?


talal:eh/


me:lesh 6yb ana fe ktheer 3'eri?


talal: ymkn many guys would say that but less who truly mean it




me:6yb


talal:your really different your voice is charming your face is something i wouldn't mind looking at everyday your personality is something we all can't describe in 1000 words




me:really do you mean it ;$?


talal:I really do!!mara7 t9dgene y3ni?



me:ella any girl believes anything but the truth is in you not me





talal: enti garyh 4a klam men ktab adb wla esh?=))




me:kl tbn a7sn shhrh mu 3leek 3la eli ga3d ytflsf 3leek



talal:yazen eli m3trfen blflsfh;phaha



me:yalla mnaak


talal:amz7 a5af tgomen 3ly =))


suddenly my phone rang it was  that that number who sant a msg



i didn't want to answer


talal:jwalk yrn mara7 trden?


me:ella


i start to panick



i answered it



me:alo?


guy voice:ahln ghadah


me:men m3i?


guy voice:fahad



this is the biggest shit




me:N3M WSHTBI?


guy voice:a39abk wla 7beb glb jmbk ?uha tbeni adg wgt thani fhmt fhmt



me:ya5i est7 3la wjhk!!


suddenly talal pulled the phone from my hand



talal:ALO



6ooo6 6oo6

he hangged the phone





Talal:men ha4a?



I didn't say a word






i don't want talal to get into problems





Talal:GHADAH RDI


he screamed




me:FAHAD





Talal:mashalla lesh mknti tben tgolen aw trden 7ta?






i didn't replay




Talal:fe shy benkm?



me:you don't trust me 97?



Talal:ana maglt ke4a


me:bs klamk ygool ke4a


I got of the table he pulled my hand



Talal:sorry ghadah bs 76i nfsk fe m7li




me:keef y3ni?


Talal:mara7 tshkeen?



me:mashalla shak y3ni ok but you have to know love without trust is like a car without gaz you can still be in the car for to long but you can't move


I went to my room


and closed the door


I wanna scream I WANNA DO ANYTHING!!!




it was 9 am



lara woke up



lara:eshfeek



me:mafeni shy 7bebti :c



lara hugged me


lara:nroo7 mlahi please ghadah ;c



me:5la9 7bebti 6yb



I made her change her clothes into


lacost shorts and adidas shirt with tods shoes



and made her hair as a pony tail



me:yalla ?

lara:eh



I took her hand and went out of the room


and took a taxi


I also sand a msg to my mother that im going with lara


I took a taxi cab


it was 12 pm



*TALAL SIDE*


5alti noura:yalla nroo7 soldair nt3'da




talal:eh bs wen ghadah?


5alti noura:6al3h he w e5tha



talal:Wen?

5alti noura: mlahi


talal:uha




dana:ghadah alklbh wenha?



talal:ra7t m3 e5tha



dana:uha


*back to my side*



I checked my twitter account


2 mentions


@ahoodalflani

you won't live a fairytale bitch


and fahad retweeted it





GOSH!!! WTF





anyway me and lara played many games together



lara:ghadah 97 enti t7ben talal?


me:no we are friends


lara:ajl hu y7bk


I CAN'T BELIEVE 6 YEARS OLD GIRLS WOULD GET ALL THAT


me:lala lesh glti ke4a?


lara:3shan ana shft shy fe 3'rfth lmn r7na bethm


me:esh shfti?



lara:paint with your face b3den mktoob t7t my wife enti tzwjti ;o?


me:LA =))HAHA




lara:shfti enh y7bk


me:ymkn




it was 10 pm



*TALAL SIDE*


i saw that mention to ghadah and I GOT WORRIED ABOUT HER


RJ3NA HOTEL AND SHE WASN'T BACK THERE YET!!!


I called her phone 10 times


no answeres

I was waiting in the lobby!!


I saw ghadah and lara coming to the gate holding cotton candies in their hands



I ran to her


ME:WEN KNTI?




ghadah:fe mlahi m3 lara



Me:i was worried about u lesh mu ga3dh trden?


ghadah:cause i didn't want to talk to you



a7!!those words were like a knife stapping my heart!!



Me:ghadah mmkun aklmk?



ghadah:lara 7bebti take the card and go to our room


lara:ok



ghadah:aywa?


me:im sorry ya ghadah shft tweet 78t ahood and fahad retweeted it and then I realized I was being such a jerk



ghadah:t3rf lesh ma gtlk?


me:lesh?


ghadah:l2ni bs knt 5ayfa 3lek men mshakl


I don't know how and why

but i just hugged her<3

she hugged me even tighter<3




*BACK TO MY SIDE*


we made up me and talal everything went perefctly fine


I went to talal room

la tfhmon 3'l6 just for chatting


we sat together and when suddenly my phone rang again



it was fahad

Talal:jebi phone


he took the phone and answered he also putted him on speaker


Talal:n3m?



suddenly

6ooo6 6ooo6 6ooo6


bzran n3lb 7bshh?





suddenly Talal phone rang





unknown number


alo


the voice was exactly the word "MA9LH";P


TALAL:men m3i?


the girl:wshfeek talal 7bebi ma3rftni?



I TOOK THE PHONE


me:N3M?

the girl:abe Talal


me:kli zg men enti w eshh tb3'een?


the girl:abe talaliiii


me:tfo 3la 4a wjh



I hanged the phone

and dield the number into THE NUMBER BOOK


it says"ahood alflani"


ana awreha alklbh


I checked her mother location it was in lebnon birut


UHA KE4A N6'AM?


I sand her msg from my phone


"bitch fal7h fe tmel7 bs "



she replaied it


"bitch enti ya 7bebti ttgge7ben 3nd 7bebi?"



I replaied back

"6YB 6YB E4A AL MSG ELI RASLTH MA RA7 L A5OK ABDULIMALIK MA AKON ANA GHADAH"


she replaied back



what was her replaied FIND OUT AT CHAPTER 24

chapter (22)

GOOD MORNING BIRUT

so we rent 3 rooms

our mothers in one room

me and my sis in one room

talal in his own room



we woke up next morning


mum knocked my door


me:yeah?

mama:elbsi w sa3di your sis lara


me:k



I wore

sikkny jeans with white body

and light brown long jacket


applied my hair into half bun and the other was sliding down my shoulder


applied little make up

wore my toms shoes



for lara

she wore lacost short dress

and a flats from tommy

and I made her hair it is


cause she have a beautiful curly long hair<3



I went down to the lobby me and my sister lara


waiting for talal and our mothers



Talal came wearing nike training and a reglur shirt

LOOKING SMOKING <3


our mothers finelly came



lara came running to talal he carried her all the way


HOW CUTE:"(



so we went to a mall



it was very crowded since it's friday



lara went with our mothers and me and talal walked alone



we sat in some cafe


the waiter:what can i get you guys?


me:for me a blue berry cheese cake and american coffee

talal: for me a fruit tart and also an american coffee


the waiter:ok by the way you guys look adorble together


I blushed


talal:who doesn't have this lady and doesn't look adorble?


the waiter:haha I know



I BLUSHED EVEN MORE


talal looked at me and laughed


me:what's so funny


talal:la whats so cute wjhk alwan ;p


me:umm


talal:want to talk about our future?


me:of course


talal:wen tben honey moon?


me:umm carbian island w bahamas b3d



talal:ana ahm shy carbian



me;HAHA;P


talal:meta ghadah tbeen ntzwj 6wlna :c?


me:you do realize we have been together only for 7 months do you ?;p



talal:yeah and it was a life time but at less were together<3


me:b3d ma a5l9 high school at less


talal:your know at your first ha4a en ma nzlo 4 thnwi b3d 3shan a863 mlabsi 3ad!


me:=)) allah walla wdi nshof wsh tswi


talal:matbeni y3ni?

me:la mu ke4a just wanna see the reaction ;p


talal:ella t3ali esh tben t9eren?


me:sergent!


talal:la walla ana knt abe 6yran 7rbi bs mara7 ashofk kther



me:sergent ella



talal:la ma abi :c


me:it's my future!



talal:our future ghadah!


me:5la9 6yb


I looked down playing with spoon in my coffee

talal:amz7 amz7 ed5li eli tben i just wanna spent more time with u



me:how cute<3 la 5la9 mabi



talal:ajl?



me:ymkn hndsh bs mu m3marya decor



talal:allah ajl ana abni w enti 9mmi =))



me:eh shft ;$



we keep talking about our planes in future and all what we came with is:

-marrige after my high school
-honey moon in carbian island and bahamas
- were going to live in our own house



-




we went walking to the instrmul store


okay now i really missed my piano :c!!!






talal:leesh jaybtna hena?

me:i missed my piano


talal:yaleteni piano =))

i laughed


I start playing :


dear my beloved if this love only exits in my dreams don't wake me up

to much light in this window

don't wake me up

only coffee with no suger inside my cup


if i wake and your still here give ma a kiss


I wasn't finishing dreaming about your lips



don't wake me up up up up up up

don't wake me up

don't wake me

don't wake me uppppppppppppppppp



so much life in this city

you won't believe


been awake for some days now no time to sleep


if this love is a pillow

this love is a bed


tell me what is the music inside my head

don;t wake me up up up up up

don't wake me up up up up up


don't wake me

don't wake me uppppppppppppp




i don't wanna fall fall fall fall asleep no

i don't wanna fall unless im falling for you

don't wake me uppppppppppp


don't wake me up up up up up

don't wake me up

don't wake me


-


chris brown-don't wake me up



while i was singing


the guy who is working in this store tried to stopped me but talal

pushed him gentely


everyone was around the piano watching me


suddenly they clapped



i smiled


I went to talal


me:and you didn't warn me about it?


talal:i thought you would enjoy it ;p


me:enjoy it me?or you


talal:well both =))


he smiled his half sexy evil smile<3



I kissed his cheek



and walked

I realize he isn't with me


i turned around

he was frozen with a surprise face



me:wshfeek?


his face is so red!!!



talal:I love you


he warpped

his arms around my shoulder and we start shopping we really had fun together




for dinner we went to soly deer


and eat there





lara was playing with some girls


she came with red rose


me:esh ha4a?

lara:mdri 3a6ani eyah 4ak alwld


me:wenh?


lara:a5r shy henak!


talal:broo7 bathroom


me:talal no!


talal: 5leni



he went to the guy holding lara hand to show him



*TALAL SIDE*



I WAS SO PISSED OFF MAD


I KNOW IM JEALOUS! BUT SERIOUSLY MU MALI 3ENH ABD?!!!




lara signed at the guy



me:ma tst7i?



yes he is a saudi




the guy:n3m a3rfk a5oi?


mel:wrdh 7mra l e5ti?



the guy:4eek e5tk?


he signed at ghadah


me:eh y3ni m3leesh wena feeh?


the guy:walla asf!!maknt adri


me:ma tr9'aha 3la e5tk!


the guy:asfen


me:79a al5eer





I went back to the table




*BACK TO MY SIDE*


i was worried about talal! wsh jah?



talal came back


me:makan lh da3i !


talal:ella e4a enti la ana eh



I smiled*tsleek smile*;p

mu 3n shy but we don't want to get in problems everywhere!




talal:ghadah wshfek 39bti?


me:mafeni shy



I checked my bbm


talal!


talal:ghadah Im sorry but don't blame me it's something i can't control


me:mafhmt?


talal:i wanna be the only guys who surprise you who gives you gifts flowers and make you happy Im not selfish but i don't wanna someone else to share you with me you know that jealousy can belind everyone even YOU


okay i have to admit it i would be jealous if a girl did that to talal



me:it's okay I Love you


talal:so your not mad?


me:la


we were still sitting in the table


he holded my hand very tight under the table


I looked at him and smiled<3





I changed mt stautes

into

I miss my friends :c

Dana changed her stautes into:I WANT GHADAH!!


ALL OF my friend did how cute :c




it was 12 o clock



when we arrived back to the hotel





Talal:t3aaali


me:esh?


I opened his door room



OH MY GOD THIS COULD BE A DREAM!!!



what did i found in his room


Find out at chapter 23!



and throw me at twitter your guesses ;p


@ORD_BLOGGER


sayat.me/saudiwriter

chapter (21)

5alti munera:talal t3al 9wr m3 ahood



WTF BTGHRNI B AY 6REGA?5EER?


talal looked at me


I smiled the most fake showen smile ever!!

even talal noticed it;s a fake


talal:tben?


5altimunera:yalla talal


talal:no thank u


5alti munera:leeh?


talal:maa7b at9wr


5alti munera:3la ra7tk


ahood had the "mtfshl"face



A7SN




talal:ghadah


me:halla


I smiled the most happiest smile ever


even the girls were shaking but now they have realesed their bodies


abdullah:a9ln ma7d ytshrf y9wr m3ha


talal:ent b3d tkrhha?


abdullah:eh w95a mra 8*ba


talal:bayn



talal whispered in my ear:if i had to take picture with a girl I would take a thousands picture and look at it thousand times with you


I blushed



okay so I saw anoud calling me


anoud:bsr3a!!!!


me:wshu?


anoud:emshi ya 5ra


me:jet jet


suddenly i saw someone who was mt3'6ya b6r7a


saying:guess who am i ?



I had a question mark on my face


when she was opening slowly her 6r7a


IT WAS REEMA<33


I hugged her



me:missing you<3333


reema:much more<3333


me:how are you?


reema:kwysa enti?

me:kwysa


reema:keef talal?

me;7mdullah

reema:rj3tu?

me:yeah


reema:ana eli mklmh omh ;$hehe


me:k4aba!!!

reema:walla 7ram eli ga3den yswunh


me:97!!yazenikk


i hugged her even tighter<3



*TALAL SIDE*

i saw ahood coming wearing a green dress

I have to admit she is pretty but not prettier than ghadah

im not saying this because she is my love no but because she is so beautiful!!



ahood:leesh ma9wrt m3i?


I ignored her since i promised ghadah that im not going to talk to her


ahood:WTF RD

mel:la t9ar5en mneb a93'r 3yalk!


ahood:ke4a talal t5un alth8a?


me:la enti shklk feek enf9am sh59ya ay th8h?


ahood:I LOVE YOU leesh mu ga3d tfhm?!!



me:well I LOVE GHADAH AND I HATE YOU


abdullah:trak lz8a walla fshla eli enti ga3dh tswenh bla glt adb w e4lfi


ahood:kl tbn a9l ent men yumk t7b ghadah w mdri keef sakt


MY eyes got widen

I looked at abdullah he had a surprise face



abdullah:ana awreek ABDULMALIK!!!


that was her brother 3la klam 3bod ygool enh mu38d


abulmalik :um?


abdullah:shf e5tk tt7rsh fe alwld



abdulmalik gave her the most shitiest stares

and pulled her hand


abdullah laughed


when she was gone


me:9dg eli galth?


abdullah:esm3 eh ana knt a7bha ok bs lmn shftkum m3 b39' e7trmtk w ma gtlha wla shy w im trying to forget her


me:WALLA ENK KFO

I hugged him "mans hug";p


*BACK TO MY SIDE*


i saw abdulmalik pulling his sister and shouting at her

est3'rbt wshfehm?


suddenly Razan came running and told me everything


ME:A7SN


razan:tstahl alklbh

me:yaletni mswya ke4a men zman


sara:bgra ana agoolk w enti la ma abi 7ram


we laughed had fun together<3




when I went back home


my mum told me she is going to be late

so i decided to go since im a sleepy




I went to my room I wanted some fresh air so I opened the balocony door in my room


it has a view on the swimming pool



I found red roses all over the place I got surprised





someone behind me:one of a milions others



I turned around it was talal


OH MY GOD HE IS LOOKING HOT MORE THAN EVER


He was wearing a adidas jacket and jeans shorts



his hear is messy a little bet


but looks hot


me:keef amdak tswe k4a?


talal:ana rj3t bdri

he flashed me a half sexy smile<3

IM MELTING FOR IT


I blushed


talal :did you liked it?

me:of course I did!!!


he was behind me

he warped his arms around my stomech and hugged me


i turned my face to face and kissed his cheek

we stayed like that for 10 minutes



I LOVE THAT FEELING<3


when he left


I went to my piano and start playing


:


they say that somethings are so good to be true but i just hope they ain't talking about you

I Heard that everything must come to an end but i just can't imagine me without you me without you


don't tell me im dreamin cause i was dreaming i never wanna wake up

so in love with this feeling tonight i'll be sleeping

sleeping with my eyes wide shut

cause i never wanna wake up

out sight they say out of mind

but you image will remin till the end of my time

don't wanna fall if there is no one to catch me

me without you

i never wanna wake up

don't tell me im dreaming cause if i've been dreaming i don't wanna ever wake up so in love with feeling

tonight i'll be sleeping sleeping with my eyes wide shut

everybody everywhere

throw your hands in the air

say yeah say yeah yeah yeah

go and put  your hands high if you ain't sleeping tonight say yeah yeah yeah



-

JLS-eyes wide shut



I wrote in my dairy every single thing that happened





TOMORROW BIRUT<333


I finished packing

and went to sleep



when I woke up my mother said we have an early flight


so I wore my traning juicy suit

and applied my hair into a punny tail

lipgloss

took my bags and went down staris to the car

everyone was ready


we went to king khalid air report and

took our emirats airlines


When the speaker called our flight we went to our plane



I LOVE YOU YA5I<3=)) IF I HAD A BROTHER I WOULD LET HIM MARRY THE SPEAKER WOMEN<3;P



we went to our plane

the sets was the following:


Talal next to me from the left side

in the middle sets


5alti samer then my mother in the middle of them and lara from the right side of the middle sets



I sat next to the window



Talal:birut me and my wife are coming


i giggled ;p






after couple of hours

the plane is landing<3






We are finelly IN birut me and my love <3






FIND OUT THE EVENTS THAT WILL HAPPEN TO GHADAH AND TALAL IN BIRUT<3 IN CHAPTER 22

CHAPTER (20)

okay
this week


me and talal are back<3

i promised him that i will rise my grades

and eat well also no more redbull<3



it was wednesday

and the next saturday spring vecetion will starts!!!



talal and his mother came to my house


me and talal we were sitting upstaris untill my mum called us


mama:ghadah talal t3alo t7t!!


i went down staris us  my mother told me to


mama:tra ana w lara w 5altk samer w entu bnsafr!!!


me:9dg?!!!


mama:eh


talal:wen?


5alti samer:birut!



BOTH OF US:ALLLAAAH FLLAA



me:meta?


mama:aljum3h


me and talal were dancing till we reach my room


talal:can't believe that im traviling wtih my wife!!!


me:me neither i heard one of those artist having concert there


talal:men hu?


me:m7md 3bdu


talal:bnroo7 *,*


me:eh!


talal:ghadah


me:um?


talal:I Made you a peom

me:hehe ;$gol


talal: your lips is only mine to kiss
your cheeks is only mine to hold
THe whole you is I miss
and our memories something i can't fold
and i truly mean this
your waist is only mine to hold
your tears is only mine to whip
and i wouldn't dare ever to let you cry
if you ain't truth then this is the best lie
that someone can ever told
your tommy is only my baby place to born
you All mine




(this peom was written by the me @ord_blogger on twitter






I was blushing really hard !!!

my cheeks were red !!


my smile was wild showen in my face





I looked down



talal rised my head to face him

our faces was inch away from each others


talal:your all mine

he whispered


me:you stool my heart and this is the best crimnal


talal blushed


i smiled


we were silent for like 4 minutes

suddenly


talal:5lena nflm 3leehm!!


me:keef?


talal:nswe nfsna mt6a8en


me:a5af n8lbha jad


talal:la la ;p 3ad t5yle fj2a ynzl m6r w y6l3un nas wrak w enti t3'nen =))


me:the name of the indian movie lw sm7t y3ni =))?



talal laughed


talal: tdren wshu saudi romance?


me:esh?


talal:mafi romncya abd=)) bs hbal


me:keef y3ni


talal:5wye w 5wyth bnt 5alth tdren wsh yswun?


me:esh?


talal;yklmun b39' 3la asas 63os m3'yr esmh  bwrek capture=))


THE CAPTURE:


لاني هلالي زايد جمالي:
:* امـ ـ ـ ـ ـ[♡̨̐<3♡̨̐]ـ ـ ـووووووآآح


نبض عبودي:

يآحبي♡لكـ ;..♡



لاني هلالي زايد جمالي:

قَلبـ♡ــيے


نبض عبودي:

عِنۋۋۋ♡̷̴̬̩̃̊نيّے


abdullah alflani:  7sbya allah w n3ma alwakel=))


sadeem :jtni almrara w klshy=))




I laughed so hard about the capture they are crazy really cute couple!!



me:tbi nswe ke4a=))?


talal:la yr7mli omk =))





me:=)) ahm shy enu esmha nb9' 3bodi=))

talal:eh shfti

me:jazli alw9'3 la tst3'rb e4a glbt=))

talal:m3 nfsk n6'am ash7nli ma nbeh=))

me:ana fatorh=))

talal:7mdulla ;p



-

talal:wen a5ook?

me:a5oi men?


talal:a5ok salman?

me:men 4a ma 3ndi a5o hw knk ma t3rfni ;/

talal:ella ydrs fe america


me:wsh 4a film hendi fj2a y6l3 3ndi a5o;/ men jedk


he was totally serious i got surprised


me:dgeega bs2l omi


I went down staris

*TALAL SIDE*

im enjoying  the prank so far))

mskena shkt fe nfsha ;p

*BACK TO MY SIDE*


i went to my mum with wondering face

me:mama 3ndi a5o esmh salman ydrs fe america?


mama:wsh 4a men wen 6l3?

me:ella 3ndi bs ma tben t3lmeni


mama:9a7ya enti men la3b 3leek?


TALAALL!!!!!! 7YWAAAN



i went to talal

and punched him


me:kl tbn shkktni fe nfsi!!


talal:HAHHAHAAHAA=)) 3'BYA YA ALLAH


me:kl tbn

talal:M5FA =))



i acted lke im going to  cry im good at it
!!

i faked tears


talal:z3lti?

i didn't replay


talal:GHADAH LA TBKEEN


also ignored that


talal:asf walla asf ana 7mar 7ywan w klb :c


when i saw how upset he was


me:kwys enk 3arf=)) who's the m5fa now?


talal carried me and turn around until i felt dezzy

and throw me on the bed =))



Talal:d5ti?


me:la


talal:7safa


me:n4l!!



he smiled at me he laughed and then kissed my cheeks


I LOVE HIS SMILE so adorble <3



it was  11 pm so we decided to watch a movie

so we watched hungover 2



but before that we were starving me and talal went to macdonald


on our way out i met fahad!!!!




fahad:HALLA WALLA


i ignored that

talal didn't noticed

fahad:ghadah  7bebti lesh matrden?


talal heard that!!


TALAL:N3M 3SA MA SHR MU MALI 3ENK?


he didn't knew that it was fahad



FAHAD:E6'AHR  ENI A7AKI GHADAH


TALAL:E7TRM NFSK B6EB W E4LF LA ATW6A FE B6NK AL7EN


me:fahad ogsmblah m95t ana lw mnk ams7 wjhi bl ar9'!!

talal:ha4a fahad?

me:eh


talal:a5ern shfnaak

fahad:a3rfk t3rfni?

talal:ya ro7 omk ana talal


his eyes got widen!!!



talal pulled fahad shirt up

talal:en ma b3dt byjek shy mu 3ajbk ya ntfa


fahad punched talal in the face



talal got angry and held his shirt again and throw him in the ground very hard

I can see the pain in fahad eyes



fahad:beena alayam

talal: nshoof


talal pulled my hand hard into the car


ME:tra  ywj3!!


talal:a7sn


me:5eer?


i putted the meal into the car


me:i rather wait for the driver bye


talal:ghadah im sorry walla didn't mean it this way


me:uha


when talal drove all the way back home we were silent for 5 minutes


talal:mara7 tklmeni?

i ignored him

talal:asf 3'rt happy?

me:t3'ar men wsh?!!!


talal:how he looked at you!


me:you really think i have feelings for him?


suddenly he stopped the car


talal:im not inside your heart


me:you can't cause you are my heart bs mst7el uf 5la9 bskt


talal holded my hand

talal:im sorry ghadah  mkan 89di bs 39bt


he kissed my hand


me:5la9 it's okay

we were silent all the way


when it the car stopped cause of the red signal


you know that indian guy who sell roses in the street he knocked our window

talal got me a rose

i smiled

me:thank u


talal:no problem


I tweeted

im lucky to have someone like you in my life



so the day was done


when i woke up next morning my mum told me to get ready we have a family gathering

i curlied my hair

applied some make up


wore mini black skirt

with red shirt the shows one side of the shoulder and hide the other


and toms shoes


when i went there abdullah hugged me and anound and razan and sara

talal wasn't their yet


razan:guees who's the birth birthday ?


me:men?


razan: fe 3'er ahood?


me:a5 enshalla byswun lha?


anoud: wsh raych y3ni?akeed


i had a puke face


abdulla:ghadah wen talal?


me:fe 6reg


he finelly arrived


i hugged him


ahood saw that and gave me the most shitiest stares you can ever imagine!!?

talal;yalla nd5l



they were all here expect for hadeel and ahood

they prepered everything the cake and the gifts


when she came


SURPRISE




they all sang to her

she was happy


they start taking pictures with her


expect for talal and me and anoud and abdullah and sara and razan



when they were done


ahood:mama b9wr m3 talal


5alti muneraa:Talal t3al9wr m3 ahood!!





WHAT THE ?!!!!!




what happened next find out at chapter (21);p

chapter (19)

dana:about talal

me:goli!!


dana:okay shofi shy cute tra kl yum ydg 3ly w ys2l 3nk kefh?esh mswya?



me:I LOVE HIM:c



all:awwwwwwwww<3




dana:w gali ehtmi fe 97tk w drajtk greb you will be mine



me:mafhmt


dana:ana b3d lmn s2lth gal btshuuf



i hugged her:c


juju:yalla go sing for us please ghadah ;$


we all went to my black piano and i start playing:

from this moment life has begun

from this moment your are the one

right beside you is where i belong


from this moment on


from this moment i have been blessed


i live only for your happiness


and for you only i give my last breathe


from this moment on



i give my hand to you with all my heart

i can't wait to live my life with you

i can't wait to start


you and i will never be apart


my dreams came true

because of you


from this moment

as long as i live i will love you

i promise you this

there is nothing

there is nothing i wouldn't give


from this moment on


your the reason i believe in love

and your answeres for my prayers from up above


all i need is you and I

my dreams came true because of you

-

shania twain-from this moment



i turn around to see all the girls tearing



me:matshufun shr


mai:he is lucky to have u :c


me;wait ho-w


dana:ts2leen daym kef n3rf you only sing about what you feel!!!



me:ahaha ;p



suddenly juju wiped her nose with anoud shirt prankly =))


and made a voice sneeze



anoud:allah ygrfch w yfkni men 3dwench ya 5ra!!!!



juju:a39abk la yn6 fek 3r8



anoud:eklai 5ra



juju:ok


anoud:adb



juju:agoo 3lek =))?



mai:5fe 3lena ya undertaker


juju:KLO ZG


we all laughed her face t3rfun eli mt76m?




Dana:OH MY GOD


me:wsh


dana:TALAL JALS YDG!!


me:rdi put him on speaker!!!



dana:k


-


Dana:alo


talal:msh3'ola


dana:la hw

talal:keefk?


dana:7mdullah w ent


talal:7mdullah keef ghadah ?


dana:kwysa


talal:dana amana!!


dana:y3ni mra7 ak4b 3leek matkl wla shy



i punched her arm



talal:ufff !! esh aswi?


dana:mdri walla


talal:kef drasth?



dana:mswtaha nazl



talal:K4ABA!!


dana:walla

i gave that look*im deeling with you later*;p



talal:aklmha?



dana:keef?


talal:e4a shfteha 36eha al phone



i whispered NOW!!


dana moved her head left right saying no





dana:eh ok

talal:okay bye e4a 7tajt shy 3meni



dana:sure

talal:bye



when she hangged the phone


CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :C I LOVE HOW IS HE CARING <33333





dana:allah la y9'rkm goli amen


me:amen :c




suddenly juju start drinking redbull


u jumped on her



me:JEBI YA ZG


juju:KLI TBN ENTI MAKLTI SHY AYAM W TBEEN REDBULL MNAAK


me:PLEASE :C



i start to move my hands to reach the redbull until I got it




i drank the redbull




and licked the bottom so she can never drink it



juju:kli zg :c


sara:men gal enk btshrbeenh jebi brmeeh!!!



me:no


i drank as fast as i could half of it



until sara took it away and throw it in the trash



me:7ywanaaaaaaa




sara:al7ywan rask yum 54teeh






anyway the girls went back to their houses




my stomech start hurting me like Hell!!


I went running to the bathroom and throw up




I wanted to watch the Tv down staris when i was about to move my feet to the last stair


I passed out!!!


i only saw what's infront of me was black


i try to scream i try to do everything to move to even whispere guess what i couldn't!!!





let's skip the day after it!!




i opened my eyes and all what i can see infront of me is a white wall


i try to turn my head to see who is beside me

it was my mother crying and GUESS WHAT ?!

talal !!!



i was surprised

I tried to move my lips slowly i couldn't talk


so i just sign at them to give me a water my mother came and gave me a water



Mama:leesh tswen ke4a ya ghadah :c


me:wsh-swet


Mama:tdren swulk 3'sel m3dh !!w  galo 3nd f8r dam 7d!!



me:uha


Mama:wsh maklh?

me:REDBULL


Mama:9a7ya enti?!! w mu 7a6h shy fe fmk


me:3adi


Mama:you know redbull isn't good for you !!


i was silent so is talal



suddenly talal broke the silence


talal:kefk al7en ghadah?


me:kwysa


I smiled the biggset smile ever can't believe THAT HE IS BY MY SIDE





my mum noticed it



suddenly auntie samer entered the room as fast as she could



and slammed the door hardly and came and to me and hugged me and kissed my head


my mum saw her reaction and got surprised



me:ahln<3


auntie samer:7beebti l3d tswen ke4a


me:enshalla :c


auntie samer:esm3i noura(my mother);p bklmk fe mw9'o3



mama:goli



auntie samer: ma t7sen m95t alsalfh 3la bs men bydf3


ME:N3M MFRGEENA 3SHAN MEN BYDF3


TALAL:9A7YEEN ENTU?!!!



me and talal looked at each others and laughed i said jokely


me:OUL mra adri enu e7na a38l mnkm =))


talal:w ll2f b3d


5alti samer and my mum went out side



i hugged talal


Talal:walla missed u :c


me:ajl ana esh agool


Talal:is that mean we are back?


me:HELL YEAH<3 b tdri bshy



Talal:esh?



me:mkan wdi tshufni ke4a


Talal:leeh?

me:y3ni 3ajbk alwjh alm9fg?


Talal:a7la wjh m9fg your beautiful every moment<3


me:awwwwww


Talal:bs mu y3ni 6e7i 3lena daym ;p


me:5erh

Talal:leesh?


me:look at us we are back<3


he kissed my cheek and whispere in my ear


talal:Your everything that I ever wanted <3





LOOK FORWARD FOR THE NEXT CHAPTERS WITH MORE EVENTS ;*


FIND OUT THE NEW EVENTS IN CHAPTER 20

chapter (18)

OK this is really a shit

me:keef 3rfti?

mama:nseti enu your credit card kl ma ashtrete shy yjene msg w esh hu

I was silent


mama:leesh ke4a ya ghadah ? fhmeni 3adi twgfen fe 9fhm


me:mama la ana fe 9f wla w7da l2ni ma adri esh salfa w 7ta talal ma ydri!!


mama:im sorry to say this bs jebi jwalk bs7bh 2 months

me:MAMA

mama:bswla klmh


me:TAKE IT YOU KNOW WHAT i thought you would understand you made us together and when we fell in love you want to brea
k us?


mama:GHADAH 3'RFTK MAFI 6L3H OK



me:ahhhh



I went to my room and cried

this week was totally A mess!!!







SO LET'S SKIP 2 WHOLE WEEKS


i talked to talal by dana's phone 

it was sunday

me:talal mama 3rft  s7bt jawli :c

talal:keef

me:salfa 6wela :C

talal:for how long?




me:2 months




I THOUGHT ABOUT IT

i can't complete this :C




talal:OF 6yb klmeni men jwal dana


me:im sorry talal i just can't complete this behind my mother back :c


i was cryin when i told him that


talal:WHa-t-t


me:really sorry


talal:it's ok bl3ks shy yrf3 alras


his voice changed


me:i love you walla i just can't do this anymore :c


talal:t2kdi eni brj3lk


me:and i'll be waiting :c


talal:take care bye love<3

me:bye :c


i hanged the phone and cried in dana's chest like a baby

dana:bs a7snlk walla :


me:yeah






SO let's skip 3 days



since like 5 days i don't eat well


i only drink water


my mother still upset and she doesn't talk to me like she used to







i didn;t write any thing in my dairy i mean what should i write about?


i didn't played piano since the day i broke up with talal

I wonder is he thinking about right now?

how is he ,,how is his studies?



many questions crossed my mind


I looked at myself in the mirror

my face was yellow

it wasn't me!


i had those white line in my nails which it mean i had lost blood



i went and played my piano it's the best thing it could remind me of him:



well it's good to hear your voice

i hope your doing fine

and if you ever wonder im lonely here tonight


im lost herre this moment

and time keep slepping by

and if could have one more wish

i'll have you by my side

oh i miss you


oh i need you


and i love you more than i did before

and if today i don;t see your face

nothing change no one can take your place

it gets harder everyday say you love more than you did before

and im sorry it;s this way

but im coming home i'll be coming home

and if yu ask me to stay i will stay


well i try to live without you

but tears falls from my eyes

im alone and i feel empty

god im torn apart inside

i look above at the stars

hoping your doing the same

and some how i feel closer

and i can hear you say oh i miss oh i need you

and i love more than i did before

and if today i didn't see your face

nothing change no one can take your place


it gets harder everyday say you love more than you did before


and im sorry it's this way but im coming home i'll be coming home

and if i ask me i will stay i will stay

i never lose you

and if i had you i will choose you

so oh stay

please always stay

your the one i hold into

cause my heart will stop without you


-
miley cyrus -stay




this is killing me
!!!


NEXT DAY

i went to my school


JUJU:ghadah bs 7ram eli tswenh fe nfsk!!



me:im sorry i just can't handle the pain !!




mai:ed3i w bs !!! rbi ma yrd 3bdh wshfeek ke4a 7b6teni m3k!




me:im sorry i;ll go to set some where alone 3shan ma a7b6k zyada



mai:ghadah didn't mean it this way :c


me: i know but i did




i went in the corner and sat alone




suddenly ahood and hadeel and ghadir their friend


yes they are at my school my whole cousins are


laughing at me

ahood:7beeb alglb jar7k



me:WRA MA TAKLEEN 5RA



hadeel:ashoof 6al3lk lsan



me:MA Y6L3 ELLA L ASHKALK!!!





ghadir:e7trmi nfsk la al3n omk



me:jtna alza7fa 3ad yalla mnak



they gave me the most shitiest look and walked away







school was done


I went to my home


and went directly to my room



mama:ghadah bt9eren ke4a len meta


me:leen tstw3been eni ana  w talal malna d5l fe mshkltkm m3 5alti samer!!!






i went to my room and slept




it was already wednesday



so when i woke up


guess what



I found the girls in my room


my mother didn't wake me for school?




me:esh tswun?


razan:dam omch  raf9'a tzoren ay 7d fena 8rrna nje 3ndch


me:I LOVE YOU GUYS


mai:and im sorry about what i said at school



me:it's ok




dana:jbnalk moviee




me:esh hu?




mai:horror the boggie man 2




me:wansa yalla nnzl nshofh


yes i did woke up late it was 8 pm


wsh 4a nom?




lara suddenly came and hugged me


me:eshfek

lara:missing you :c


7RAAAM <3



me:ana b3d<3 tshofen scary movie m3na?



lara:la


me:bokra ana wyak nshoof cartoon


lara clapped and said okay


she seemed happy


I can't believe that talal made me forget my own little sis :c








we watched the movie




me and juju decided that we will wear scary mask and scare them



so we did


we went to mai cause she was putting a lipgloss



we scared her till the lipgloss was drown all over her face !!!=))


THAT WAS SO FUNNY





I had so much fun with the girls


they made me feel alot more better<3




dana:7mdullah fr7ana <3


me:thank u guys


anoud:YA W95A YA 5RA MU BENNA ALKLAM






me:ajl benna alkfof ;$




mai:wdi a6rdk bra bs betk =))



we laughed




dana:fe shy bfr7k akthr


me:esh ho


dana :about talal!!!




me GOLI!!!


dana:****************************************************





what was it FIND OUT AT CHAPTER 19

chapter (17)

WRITER NOTE:sorry guys for being such an awful writer these days
i got busy and also my laptop has some problems but don't worry about it it's all fixed



okay so i woke up next morning

yes it was a saturday
so there is a school

im still broken about what happened between my mother and auntie samer yesterday


and all of my dispointments about how would I do this behind my mother back?

she knows that i love him and i can't live without him!

ah gosh
let's get to the point


i wore my school uniform and applied my hair into bun

wore my flats and didn't eat my breakfast i was just not in the mood for that!



i went to school i wasn't in the mood to talk to anybody so whenever someone talks with me from dana or anoud or juju or mai or razan or sara

i start shouting i really didn't mean to but im just so not in a good feeling



when the school was done


I crossed the living room down staris yes it was where my mum was sitting


mama:ghadah 7bebti t3ali shwy

me:mama im really sorry to say this im just not in the mood to talk to anybody right now


mama:mw9'oo3 yhmk

me:ok?

mama:t3ali ejlsi

so i sat next to my mother


mama:adri eni lmn frgtkm swet shy 3'l6 bs lm9l7tk

tears keep coming down my face!

me:mama m9l7ti mu 34r 3la shy 9ar benk w ben 5alti samar !ok this isn't for my own good trust me w lw 9d8 9art 5alti samer ke4a ana ma3li mnha !!please understand that


my mum was silent

i went directly to my room and cried


suddenly my phne start ringing

MAI WAS CALLING


i answered the phone call

i couldn't acually even say hi

mai:ghadah wsh feek?

me:mafeni shy

mai:ga3dh tbkeen!!

me:sorry mai nfsyti abd ma tsm7 eni aklm a7d

mai:e4a ma3lmteni esh feek aw ay a7d m7d ra7 ysa3dk


me:tomorrow

mai:this is so not good for you to wait till tomorrow !!


me:please

mai:ok

she hanged up


i went to my piano and start playing:

every night in my dreams i see you i feel you that's how i know you go on

far across the distance and speaces between us you have to come to show you go on

near far wherever you are i believe that the heart does go on

once more you have opened the door and your here in my heart go on and on

love can touch us for one time and last for a life time  and never let it go till we are gone

near far wherever you are i believe that the heart does go on

you here there is nothing i fear and  i know my heart will go on

we will stay forever

this way you are safe in my heart and my heart will go on


celin dion -heart will go on

-


okay so i wanted to check my phone


oh god

I called talal by mistake

and he was still there in the phone


did he heard me?


GOSH


me:alo

talal:what's the song about

me:LOVE AND YOU,YOU SO GUYS HAVE THINGS IN COMMEN

talal:aw like what?

me:love steel hearts as you did to mine<3

talal:ghadah i love you<3


me:please don't leave me :c

talal: how can i live without my soul

me:awww<3


talal:esm3i enshalla bngla 7l i promise we will make it through don't worry

me:you by my side i really jave nothing to worry about<3


talal:same here<3 yalla bye <3


me:ok bye <3


when we hanged the phone i hugged my phone for no reason and smile


i heard a voice behind me saying:gosh i was worrying like hell about you


i turned around it was mai

i hugged her<3

me:esh jabk?

mai:5ft 3leek !!

me:how cute<3

mai:wshfek 9d8?

me: i told her everything

mai:ya allah allah la y7rmkm men b39' :c

me:esh aswi mai !!!

mai:7bebi esm3i e3rfi wsh mshkla 3shan t7lenha

me: i tried but no result

mai:ajal malk ella tastnen w td3en enu allah yktblk eli feh al5er


we sat and chatted a little after an hour she went back to her house

yes it was 6 pm


*TALAL SIDE*



I was holding me and ghadah picture when we grew up

there was on my dask me and ghadah when we were kids

so i replaced it


it was me and ghadah doing the heart shape with our hands i putted a half and she completed the other half

yes she does totally completes me!!<3


my mum said behind me:tdri enk lazm tnsaha 97

me:la mara7 ansha she is my wife!!

mama:ana a5tarlk your wife

me:shofi enti e5tri eni enshalla b3den ar599 hndsh w ana ma abeha m7d gal shy e5tri every step in my life and i totally thank you for that but ghadah was unexpected step that i will still stand on it no matter what and i'll never leave


mama:lhdrja t7bha?

me:fog ma tt9wren!!


she was silent for a minute

me:lesh t6a8eto?



mama:adults stuff


me:uha


mama:shef ya 7bebi ana atmnalk al5er daym e4a kant ghadah mktobh lk bta54ha e4a la 8dr allah w msha2 f3l


me:thanku ;*



*BACK TO MY SIDE*




so let's skip a whole week



i really missed him like hell !



he calls me everyday to check on me

he chatted with me bbm always but that's not enough!!


BBM chat:

talal: i missed your hug your face and everything about you :c

me;7ta ana walla :c


talal:can we meet each others ?

me:where?

talal:mdri ay mkan?

me:okay bs goli ent wen?

talal:mall


me:bs men b3ed lb3ed

talal:eh ok


me:ay mall?

talal:kingdom


me:5la9 sure today?


talal:eh

me:ok keef college m3k?


talal:great

  did i mention he is in saud university studying architecture
-



it was monday


i went to my mother

me:mama broo7 m3 dana w mai mmlkh

mama:leeh

me:3shan 3ndi DJ w bdwrli dress

mama: ok bs la tt25ren


me:okay


so i wore my 3bya and wore my prada flats

and went to mmlkh with my driver

when i was there i pinged him


he said he was on the way

I was thinking I'll buy him a gift !


I went to gucci and got him a very beautiful shoes

brown one i didn't have a money so i only have my cridt card

he pinged he was right next to victoria secret store


so i went there  and said hi to him so fast and gave the bag in his hand he had a question mark on his face

so he bbm me


talal:esh ha4a?

me:check it

I saw him looking inside the gucci bag

talal:MALK DA3I

me:you always give me gifts it's my turn


talal:tra it's not about giving back it's some way i express my feels


me:same here

talal:I LOVE YOU THANK U

me:sure way more<3


anyway when he was gone I went back home


and saw my mum with angry tone shoutitng at lara



me:eshfekm?

mama:ana awrek ya ghadah


I had huge question mark on my face

yes i did got myself  a dress




she didn't talk to me the whole day i wonder why



okay so I woke up next day

and went to my school


I saw the girls expect for juju and sara they were upsent



when it was the break finelly

me:bnat mdri wshfeha mama

mai:leeh b3d?

me:t5ylo lmn r7t kingdom m3 talal w rj3t beet kant m39bh wla klmtni 6ool alyum i wonder why

dana:agool la ykun a7d shafkom w galha

me:men b3ed lb3ed bs 36eth alkesh fe ydh w slmt w r7t 3la 6ool

anoud:idk what to say bs bgoolch shy shno hal 76' eli a7d by6e7 fe 4a l76'a 7bkt?

me:mdri

anoud:chofi alsalfa feha talal bs kef 3rft m3rf

me:klo zg 5ft!


razan:dgega 6yb ymkn salfa thanya

me:ha4i nnas alsn3a

razan:b3ed 7ta lw 9adtch ana a7s enha t3rf men zman enkm lesa mst7eel y3ni ma t3rf bntha

dana:oul mra klam sleem=))

razan:6ay7a men 3ench ana?

dana:tsthblen =))


they joked we laughed


ah i love my friends Im blessed with having them <3



so when school was done


I went back home and lied on the couch the maid came


marry:come mdam tbi ente fe dinning room

me:6yb

i went there she was calmed a little but better than yesterday


me:smi

i kissed her forehead and sat next to her

mama: ams esh shreti?

me:dress

mama:bs?

me:eh?

mama:ma shtreti male shoes men gucci?


MY EYES WAS LIKE WIDEN


me:ella


mama:lmen


I was silent


mama:talal?


SHIT!!!!!!



WHAT HAPPENED NEXT FIND OUT AT CHAPTER (18)

chapter(16)

okay i was shocked about the part that he asked about me !!

me:esh galk?

jouri:a5r w7da 3la ysar ghadah alflani 97?gtlh eh esh drak gal malk sh3'l

me:kan m3i b summer camp t4krth esh y9erlk?

jouri:wld 3mti

i was now really shocked he is jouri's cousin SHIT!

me:uhaa


so the night was so perfect i told them there is sleep over !
the girl who their parents agreed to sleep are:


1-mai
2-dana
3-juju
4-anoud
5-sara
6-razan
7-jouri
8-fahdah
9-maha
10-me lol ;p


so were all going to sleep in the basment


i made marry prepered the beds

i went to brought a movie

HORROR

it was the garage

and brought also popcorn and so drinks that left



me:yalla bnaat nl3b truth or dare?


all:no


weird first time they say no to truth or dare

me:esh tbun nswei?


all:LIVE STREAM


me:okay


i brought the laptop

and some scary masks


we all weird it


maha:let's check the questions

1#-SING A SONG


we all start singing leesh ft7ti shn6ti =))


2#- *******PRANK THE NUMBER 05


juju called it

6oooo6 6ooo6


juju:hello

she putted him on speakers

the guy:men m3aya?

juju:shrekar ferrari rb7t m3ana bsyart ferrari 7mra 2012 =))


we all laughed


the guy hunged up

6ooo6 6ooo6


3#-YOU GUYS ARE PRETTY AMAZING

4#- I LAUGHED MY BUTT OFF

5#- HAHAHA COOL


we got like 42 viewrs pretty amazing


suddenly i saw one of the question is


6#-7mdullah w shaker bitches

my eyes popped out

me:HA4A FAHAD ALKLB!!!


jouri:it's my cousin y3ni respect it

me:sorry bs shofi your cousin esh ygool 3nna

jouri glanced at the screan


she stayed quit all night


we watched the movie and had so much fun<3

in the middle of the movie when the door was about to open

marry opened the door

marry:tbi shy gbal mafe ana num?


WERE ALL JUMBING SCREAMING
RUNNING WITH NO DIRECTION


when we realized it's marry we laughed so hard =))

me:la 5la9 ro7i nami



okay so the night is off most of the girls parents took them at 7 am cause it's weekend not a summer

it was friday


mama:YALLA GOMI BNROO7

me:mabiii :c

mama:bnroo7 bet talal yalla!!!


me:OK ;D

with a happy tone loooool

my mother giggled and went outside my door

i changed into

reese's shirt and black shorts

curlied my hair

applied a little make up

mascra -blusher-lipgloss

i was done i took my phone and went downstaris


TALAL<3IS CALLING

i answered

me:ahln

talal:wenk?

me:b6l3 al7en

talal:okay take care bye sweetie<3

i hunged up the phone

and went to my car

--------------------------------------------------------------

when we finelly arrived
to talal's house

i hugged him

talal:missing u

me:way more <3

he grabbed my hand

talal:nl3b ps3?

me:YALLA

we went and played ps3 while lara played with talal's cousin his name is khalid he is so cuteeee<3


me:esh nl3b?

talal;LBP 2

LBP:little big planet 2

me:ok

we start playing and playing and playing


when we were done we played uno <3it was so much fun

talal:3'sheeti ma y9l7!!!!!

me:ma 3'sheet!!

talal:ma3rfk ana?

me:leesh?

talal:daym t3'shen ajl fe a7d yg3d jmb al bank fe monopoly w ys7b 500 dollars??

me:hehe ;$bs uno a9ln ma3rf keef a3'sh!!


talal:n9aba!!

me:a7sn la t9d8


talal: goli enk 3'sheti bs goli please ;p?

me:LA


talal:please!!

me:LA


talal:6yb goli eni a7bk


i start blushing

me:LA

he pulled my hands strongly

our faces was inch away our eyes met

DAMN IT HE HAS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL EYES EVER!!!


talal:goli

me:ok eh

talal:eh wsh


me:a7bk


talal:b3di zojti alsn3a=))


me:men yumi sn3a

talal:em78=)) tswen 5bz w joben bs

me:y79lk aswelk a9ln

talal:eh y79li sh3'ltna tsweli ;$


he keep teasing me!!! and the problem is i got pissed off easily


i gave him the most devilish stares

talal:amz7 amz7 yumma t5wfen enti t3rfen tswen kbsa =))

me:abd=))


we joked around when suddenly i heard my mum shouting with angry tone


mama:GHADAH YALLA BNRO7

it was too early like 8 pm we usely end the night at like 2 am


me:esh salfa?

talal:mdri emshi nnzl


mama:YALLLA ELBSI 3BAYTK W EMSHI N6L3

me:okay okay

i wore my 3baya i said goodbye to talal

and carried my little sister

i went to the car

me:mama esh salfa.?

mama:mafi shy!!

me:n6l3 sa3a 8 ? oul mra t9eer


mama:eskti ghadah tra 9dg mali 5lgk

my sister was sleeping on my lap


i stayed quit all the night


what was happening?

i bbmed talal

me:esh salfa 3rft shy?


talal:omi m39ba w kl shy twklni tbn ;p

me:=)) same here walla

talal:Esh ttwg3en?

me:mdri all i know enu shy by6l3 mkbrenh


talal:e4a 3rfti shy goleli w e4a ana 3rft bgoolk

me:ok

-



so LET'S SKIP TO THE DAY AFTER

it was afternone

i went to my mother cause she called me


me:smi?

mama: la t7aken talal ok?

my eyes was going to popped out it was getting widen more than ever!!

me:leesh?

mama:ana w 5altk samer t6a8ena


me:lesh t6a8eto?

mama:malk sh3'l fe salfa alzbda l3d tklmenh w delete him from your bbm contact fahmh?

me:MAMA I CAN'T MEN JEDKM TD5LUNA FE SALFA?

mama:swi eli gtlk la yjeek shy mu 3ajbk


i went to cry in my room

i cried i cried i cried LIKE HELL!!


my eyes was totally red

my face was extremly wet

she want me and my love to not talk to each others again?she is insane!!!

i can't do this i seriously can't

TALAL <3IS CALLING


me:hey

in low tone

talal:GHADAH ESHFEEK?


me: omi w omk mt6agen

talal:adri she said to me


me:3rft leeh?

talal:tgoli mw9'oo3 kbar kni bzr

me:7ta ana w tgoli la tklmeenh :c

talal:ghadah enti jalsh tbkeen?

me;huh

talal:ws3i 9drk 5la9 la tbken 7ta ana galtli ke4a!!!


me:esh nswi :c?

talal:walla mdri

me:l76'a esh rayk we talk but without them knowing?

talal:eh a7sn


me:ttwg3 salfh lhdrja kbera

talal:ma atw83 all i know enu byrj3un enshalla zy oul w a7sn


me;i hope so :c

talal:la tbkeen it hurts to hear you like that

me:5la9 mara7 abki

talal: i love you bye<3

me:me too bye<3

i hunged up the phone and called guess who?

REEMA


6oo6 6oo6

6ooo6 6ooo6


reema:alo

me:halla

reema:halla ghadah

me:kefk

reema:great wshfeek?

me: i told her everything

reema:lmn ashof omk bklmha im sure enu mw9'o3 ma ystahl


me:thank u reema

reema:wsh d3wa  yalla 7bebti bye

me:bye

i hunged up the phone

-


i was setting thinking what else could happened


i went to my dairy and wrote what happened



i felt like singing a song

i went to my piano start playing:

we were both young when i first saw you

i close my eyes and flash back start im standing there

on the blacony summer air

see the lights see the party the balll gowns

see you make your way through the crowd and say hello

little did i know

that you were romeo you throwing pebbles and my daddy said stay way from juliet



and i was crying on the staircase begging you please don't go


and i said

romeo take me somewhere we can be alone

i will be waiting all that's left to do is run you will be the prince
and i'll be the princeses it's a love story baby just say yes


so i'll sneck out to the graden to see you

we keep quit cause were dead if they know so close your eyes

skip the town for a little while

oh cause you were romeo
i was scarlet letter and my daddy said stay away

from juliet
but your everything to me i was begging you please don't go
and i said

romeo take me somewhere we can be alone

i'll be waiting all that's left is do is run

you will be the prince and i'll be the princeses

it's a love story baby just say yes

romoe save they try to tell me how to feel this love is diffecult but it's a real

don't be afraid we will making out of this mess it's a love story baby just say yes

so i got tierd of waiting wondering if your ever coming around my faith in you was fading

when i met you on the outskirits to town and i said romoe save me i've been feeling so alone

i keep waiting for you but you never come is this in my head i don't know what to think

he knelt to the ground and pull out a ring said marry me juliet you never have to be alone
i love you and that's all i really know i'll talk to your dad go pick out of white dress

it''s a love story baby just say yes

-


taylor swift-love story



that song was toally fit into my moment right now



mama:what the song is about?


i turned behind my back

i ignored that


i know it's wrong but what she is doing to me and talal is wrong too


mama:7bebti ana lmn gtlk l3d tklmenht5yle 56bk w ana w omh lesa mt6agen lmn tzoren omh
wsh btswe?

mr:mali d5l feha ha4a wa7d thani shy tra mra ananya enukm tb3duna 3n b39' lnfskm

mama:e4a kbrti btfhmeen


i was crying :c


i stalk talal tweets

last one it said

* if your hand is still holding mine strongly then no worried we will fight this out*

i tweeted

*how selfish sparating two people just because of your problems*


talal retweeted it




i slept

with worried
and broked hopes


what else could happen?


FIND OUT WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO ME AND TALAL

WILL THE MOTHERS WILL SLOVE THE THINGS BETWEEN THEM OR NOT?

all in chapter 17