WRITER NOTE:sorry guys for being such an awful writer these days
i got busy and also my laptop has some problems but don't worry about it it's all fixed
okay so i woke up next morning
yes it was a saturday
so there is a school
im still broken about what happened between my mother and auntie samer yesterday
and all of my dispointments about how would I do this behind my mother back?
she knows that i love him and i can't live without him!
ah gosh
let's get to the point
i wore my school uniform and applied my hair into bun
wore my flats and didn't eat my breakfast i was just not in the mood for that!
i went to school i wasn't in the mood to talk to anybody so whenever someone talks with me from dana or anoud or juju or mai or razan or sara
i start shouting i really didn't mean to but im just so not in a good feeling
when the school was done
I crossed the living room down staris yes it was where my mum was sitting
mama:ghadah 7bebti t3ali shwy
me:mama im really sorry to say this im just not in the mood to talk to anybody right now
mama:mw9'oo3 yhmk
me:ok?
mama:t3ali ejlsi
so i sat next to my mother
mama:adri eni lmn frgtkm swet shy 3'l6 bs lm9l7tk
tears keep coming down my face!
me:mama m9l7ti mu 34r 3la shy 9ar benk w ben 5alti samar !ok this isn't for my own good trust me w lw 9d8 9art 5alti samer ke4a ana ma3li mnha !!please understand that
my mum was silent
i went directly to my room and cried
suddenly my phne start ringing
MAI WAS CALLING
i answered the phone call
i couldn't acually even say hi
mai:ghadah wsh feek?
me:mafeni shy
mai:ga3dh tbkeen!!
me:sorry mai nfsyti abd ma tsm7 eni aklm a7d
mai:e4a ma3lmteni esh feek aw ay a7d m7d ra7 ysa3dk
me:tomorrow
mai:this is so not good for you to wait till tomorrow !!
me:please
mai:ok
she hanged up
i went to my piano and start playing:
every night in my dreams i see you i feel you that's how i know you go on
far across the distance and speaces between us you have to come to show you go on
near far wherever you are i believe that the heart does go on
once more you have opened the door and your here in my heart go on and on
love can touch us for one time and last for a life time and never let it go till we are gone
near far wherever you are i believe that the heart does go on
you here there is nothing i fear and i know my heart will go on
we will stay forever
this way you are safe in my heart and my heart will go on
celin dion -heart will go on
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okay so i wanted to check my phone
oh god
I called talal by mistake
and he was still there in the phone
did he heard me?
GOSH
me:alo
talal:what's the song about
me:LOVE AND YOU,YOU SO GUYS HAVE THINGS IN COMMEN
talal:aw like what?
me:love steel hearts as you did to mine<3
talal:ghadah i love you<3
me:please don't leave me :c
talal: how can i live without my soul
me:awww<3
talal:esm3i enshalla bngla 7l i promise we will make it through don't worry
me:you by my side i really jave nothing to worry about<3
talal:same here<3 yalla bye <3
me:ok bye <3
when we hanged the phone i hugged my phone for no reason and smile
i heard a voice behind me saying:gosh i was worrying like hell about you
i turned around it was mai
i hugged her<3
me:esh jabk?
mai:5ft 3leek !!
me:how cute<3
mai:wshfek 9d8?
me: i told her everything
mai:ya allah allah la y7rmkm men b39' :c
me:esh aswi mai !!!
mai:7bebi esm3i e3rfi wsh mshkla 3shan t7lenha
me: i tried but no result
mai:ajal malk ella tastnen w td3en enu allah yktblk eli feh al5er
we sat and chatted a little after an hour she went back to her house
yes it was 6 pm
*TALAL SIDE*
I was holding me and ghadah picture when we grew up
there was on my dask me and ghadah when we were kids
so i replaced it
it was me and ghadah doing the heart shape with our hands i putted a half and she completed the other half
yes she does totally completes me!!<3
my mum said behind me:tdri enk lazm tnsaha 97
me:la mara7 ansha she is my wife!!
mama:ana a5tarlk your wife
me:shofi enti e5tri eni enshalla b3den ar599 hndsh w ana ma abeha m7d gal shy e5tri every step in my life and i totally thank you for that but ghadah was unexpected step that i will still stand on it no matter what and i'll never leave
mama:lhdrja t7bha?
me:fog ma tt9wren!!
she was silent for a minute
me:lesh t6a8eto?
mama:adults stuff
me:uha
mama:shef ya 7bebi ana atmnalk al5er daym e4a kant ghadah mktobh lk bta54ha e4a la 8dr allah w msha2 f3l
me:thanku ;*
*BACK TO MY SIDE*
so let's skip a whole week
i really missed him like hell !
he calls me everyday to check on me
he chatted with me bbm always but that's not enough!!
BBM chat:
talal: i missed your hug your face and everything about you :c
me;7ta ana walla :c
talal:can we meet each others ?
me:where?
talal:mdri ay mkan?
me:okay bs goli ent wen?
talal:mall
me:bs men b3ed lb3ed
talal:eh ok
me:ay mall?
talal:kingdom
me:5la9 sure today?
talal:eh
me:ok keef college m3k?
talal:great
did i mention he is in saud university studying architecture
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it was monday
i went to my mother
me:mama broo7 m3 dana w mai mmlkh
mama:leeh
me:3shan 3ndi DJ w bdwrli dress
mama: ok bs la tt25ren
me:okay
so i wore my 3bya and wore my prada flats
and went to mmlkh with my driver
when i was there i pinged him
he said he was on the way
I was thinking I'll buy him a gift !
I went to gucci and got him a very beautiful shoes
brown one i didn't have a money so i only have my cridt card
he pinged he was right next to victoria secret store
so i went there and said hi to him so fast and gave the bag in his hand he had a question mark on his face
so he bbm me
talal:esh ha4a?
me:check it
I saw him looking inside the gucci bag
talal:MALK DA3I
me:you always give me gifts it's my turn
talal:tra it's not about giving back it's some way i express my feels
me:same here
talal:I LOVE YOU THANK U
me:sure way more<3
anyway when he was gone I went back home
and saw my mum with angry tone shoutitng at lara
me:eshfekm?
mama:ana awrek ya ghadah
I had huge question mark on my face
yes i did got myself a dress
she didn't talk to me the whole day i wonder why
okay so I woke up next day
and went to my school
I saw the girls expect for juju and sara they were upsent
when it was the break finelly
me:bnat mdri wshfeha mama
mai:leeh b3d?
me:t5ylo lmn r7t kingdom m3 talal w rj3t beet kant m39bh wla klmtni 6ool alyum i wonder why
dana:agool la ykun a7d shafkom w galha
me:men b3ed lb3ed bs 36eth alkesh fe ydh w slmt w r7t 3la 6ool
anoud:idk what to say bs bgoolch shy shno hal 76' eli a7d by6e7 fe 4a l76'a 7bkt?
me:mdri
anoud:chofi alsalfa feha talal bs kef 3rft m3rf
me:klo zg 5ft!
razan:dgega 6yb ymkn salfa thanya
me:ha4i nnas alsn3a
razan:b3ed 7ta lw 9adtch ana a7s enha t3rf men zman enkm lesa mst7eel y3ni ma t3rf bntha
dana:oul mra klam sleem=))
razan:6ay7a men 3ench ana?
dana:tsthblen =))
they joked we laughed
ah i love my friends Im blessed with having them <3
so when school was done
I went back home and lied on the couch the maid came
marry:come mdam tbi ente fe dinning room
me:6yb
i went there she was calmed a little but better than yesterday
me:smi
i kissed her forehead and sat next to her
mama: ams esh shreti?
me:dress
mama:bs?
me:eh?
mama:ma shtreti male shoes men gucci?
MY EYES WAS LIKE WIDEN
me:ella
mama:lmen
I was silent
mama:talal?
SHIT!!!!!!
WHAT HAPPENED NEXT FIND OUT AT CHAPTER (18)
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