OK this is really a shit
me:keef 3rfti?
mama:nseti enu your credit card kl ma ashtrete shy yjene msg w esh hu
I was silent
mama:leesh ke4a ya ghadah ? fhmeni 3adi twgfen fe 9fhm
me:mama la ana fe 9f wla w7da l2ni ma adri esh salfa w 7ta talal ma ydri!!
mama:im sorry to say this bs jebi jwalk bs7bh 2 months
me:MAMA
mama:bswla klmh
me:TAKE IT YOU KNOW WHAT i thought you would understand you made us together and when we fell in love you want to brea
k us?
mama:GHADAH 3'RFTK MAFI 6L3H OK
me:ahhhh
I went to my room and cried
this week was totally A mess!!!
SO LET'S SKIP 2 WHOLE WEEKS
i talked to talal by dana's phone
it was sunday
me:talal mama 3rft s7bt jawli :c
talal:keef
me:salfa 6wela :C
talal:for how long?
me:2 months
I THOUGHT ABOUT IT
i can't complete this :C
talal:OF 6yb klmeni men jwal dana
me:im sorry talal i just can't complete this behind my mother back :c
i was cryin when i told him that
talal:WHa-t-t
me:really sorry
talal:it's ok bl3ks shy yrf3 alras
his voice changed
me:i love you walla i just can't do this anymore :c
talal:t2kdi eni brj3lk
me:and i'll be waiting :c
talal:take care bye love<3
me:bye :c
i hanged the phone and cried in dana's chest like a baby
dana:bs a7snlk walla :
me:yeah
SO let's skip 3 days
since like 5 days i don't eat well
i only drink water
my mother still upset and she doesn't talk to me like she used to
i didn;t write any thing in my dairy i mean what should i write about?
i didn't played piano since the day i broke up with talal
I wonder is he thinking about right now?
how is he ,,how is his studies?
many questions crossed my mind
I looked at myself in the mirror
my face was yellow
it wasn't me!
i had those white line in my nails which it mean i had lost blood
i went and played my piano it's the best thing it could remind me of him:
well it's good to hear your voice
i hope your doing fine
and if you ever wonder im lonely here tonight
im lost herre this moment
and time keep slepping by
and if could have one more wish
i'll have you by my side
oh i miss you
oh i need you
and i love you more than i did before
and if today i don;t see your face
nothing change no one can take your place
it gets harder everyday say you love more than you did before
and im sorry it;s this way
but im coming home i'll be coming home
and if yu ask me to stay i will stay
well i try to live without you
but tears falls from my eyes
im alone and i feel empty
god im torn apart inside
i look above at the stars
hoping your doing the same
and some how i feel closer
and i can hear you say oh i miss oh i need you
and i love more than i did before
and if today i didn't see your face
nothing change no one can take your place
it gets harder everyday say you love more than you did before
and im sorry it's this way but im coming home i'll be coming home
and if i ask me i will stay i will stay
i never lose you
and if i had you i will choose you
so oh stay
please always stay
your the one i hold into
cause my heart will stop without you
-
miley cyrus -stay
this is killing me
!!!
NEXT DAY
i went to my school
JUJU:ghadah bs 7ram eli tswenh fe nfsk!!
me:im sorry i just can't handle the pain !!
mai:ed3i w bs !!! rbi ma yrd 3bdh wshfeek ke4a 7b6teni m3k!
me:im sorry i;ll go to set some where alone 3shan ma a7b6k zyada
mai:ghadah didn't mean it this way :c
me: i know but i did
i went in the corner and sat alone
suddenly ahood and hadeel and ghadir their friend
yes they are at my school my whole cousins are
laughing at me
ahood:7beeb alglb jar7k
me:WRA MA TAKLEEN 5RA
hadeel:ashoof 6al3lk lsan
me:MA Y6L3 ELLA L ASHKALK!!!
ghadir:e7trmi nfsk la al3n omk
me:jtna alza7fa 3ad yalla mnak
they gave me the most shitiest look and walked away
school was done
I went to my home
and went directly to my room
mama:ghadah bt9eren ke4a len meta
me:leen tstw3been eni ana w talal malna d5l fe mshkltkm m3 5alti samer!!!
i went to my room and slept
it was already wednesday
so when i woke up
guess what
I found the girls in my room
my mother didn't wake me for school?
me:esh tswun?
razan:dam omch raf9'a tzoren ay 7d fena 8rrna nje 3ndch
me:I LOVE YOU GUYS
mai:and im sorry about what i said at school
me:it's ok
dana:jbnalk moviee
me:esh hu?
mai:horror the boggie man 2
me:wansa yalla nnzl nshofh
yes i did woke up late it was 8 pm
wsh 4a nom?
lara suddenly came and hugged me
me:eshfek
lara:missing you :c
7RAAAM <3
me:ana b3d<3 tshofen scary movie m3na?
lara:la
me:bokra ana wyak nshoof cartoon
lara clapped and said okay
she seemed happy
I can't believe that talal made me forget my own little sis :c
we watched the movie
me and juju decided that we will wear scary mask and scare them
so we did
we went to mai cause she was putting a lipgloss
we scared her till the lipgloss was drown all over her face !!!=))
THAT WAS SO FUNNY
I had so much fun with the girls
they made me feel alot more better<3
dana:7mdullah fr7ana <3
me:thank u guys
anoud:YA W95A YA 5RA MU BENNA ALKLAM
me:ajl benna alkfof ;$
mai:wdi a6rdk bra bs betk =))
we laughed
dana:fe shy bfr7k akthr
me:esh ho
dana :about talal!!!
me GOLI!!!
dana:****************************************************
what was it FIND OUT AT CHAPTER 19
me:keef 3rfti?
mama:nseti enu your credit card kl ma ashtrete shy yjene msg w esh hu
I was silent
mama:leesh ke4a ya ghadah ? fhmeni 3adi twgfen fe 9fhm
me:mama la ana fe 9f wla w7da l2ni ma adri esh salfa w 7ta talal ma ydri!!
mama:im sorry to say this bs jebi jwalk bs7bh 2 months
me:MAMA
mama:bswla klmh
me:TAKE IT YOU KNOW WHAT i thought you would understand you made us together and when we fell in love you want to brea
k us?
mama:GHADAH 3'RFTK MAFI 6L3H OK
me:ahhhh
I went to my room and cried
this week was totally A mess!!!
SO LET'S SKIP 2 WHOLE WEEKS
i talked to talal by dana's phone
it was sunday
me:talal mama 3rft s7bt jawli :c
talal:keef
me:salfa 6wela :C
talal:for how long?
me:2 months
I THOUGHT ABOUT IT
i can't complete this :C
talal:OF 6yb klmeni men jwal dana
me:im sorry talal i just can't complete this behind my mother back :c
i was cryin when i told him that
talal:WHa-t-t
me:really sorry
talal:it's ok bl3ks shy yrf3 alras
his voice changed
me:i love you walla i just can't do this anymore :c
talal:t2kdi eni brj3lk
me:and i'll be waiting :c
talal:take care bye love<3
me:bye :c
i hanged the phone and cried in dana's chest like a baby
dana:bs a7snlk walla :
me:yeah
SO let's skip 3 days
since like 5 days i don't eat well
i only drink water
my mother still upset and she doesn't talk to me like she used to
i didn;t write any thing in my dairy i mean what should i write about?
i didn't played piano since the day i broke up with talal
I wonder is he thinking about right now?
how is he ,,how is his studies?
many questions crossed my mind
I looked at myself in the mirror
my face was yellow
it wasn't me!
i had those white line in my nails which it mean i had lost blood
i went and played my piano it's the best thing it could remind me of him:
well it's good to hear your voice
i hope your doing fine
and if you ever wonder im lonely here tonight
im lost herre this moment
and time keep slepping by
and if could have one more wish
i'll have you by my side
oh i miss you
oh i need you
and i love you more than i did before
and if today i don;t see your face
nothing change no one can take your place
it gets harder everyday say you love more than you did before
and im sorry it;s this way
but im coming home i'll be coming home
and if yu ask me to stay i will stay
well i try to live without you
but tears falls from my eyes
im alone and i feel empty
god im torn apart inside
i look above at the stars
hoping your doing the same
and some how i feel closer
and i can hear you say oh i miss oh i need you
and i love more than i did before
and if today i didn't see your face
nothing change no one can take your place
it gets harder everyday say you love more than you did before
and im sorry it's this way but im coming home i'll be coming home
and if i ask me i will stay i will stay
i never lose you
and if i had you i will choose you
so oh stay
please always stay
your the one i hold into
cause my heart will stop without you
-
miley cyrus -stay
this is killing me
!!!
NEXT DAY
i went to my school
JUJU:ghadah bs 7ram eli tswenh fe nfsk!!
me:im sorry i just can't handle the pain !!
mai:ed3i w bs !!! rbi ma yrd 3bdh wshfeek ke4a 7b6teni m3k!
me:im sorry i;ll go to set some where alone 3shan ma a7b6k zyada
mai:ghadah didn't mean it this way :c
me: i know but i did
i went in the corner and sat alone
suddenly ahood and hadeel and ghadir their friend
yes they are at my school my whole cousins are
laughing at me
ahood:7beeb alglb jar7k
me:WRA MA TAKLEEN 5RA
hadeel:ashoof 6al3lk lsan
me:MA Y6L3 ELLA L ASHKALK!!!
ghadir:e7trmi nfsk la al3n omk
me:jtna alza7fa 3ad yalla mnak
they gave me the most shitiest look and walked away
school was done
I went to my home
and went directly to my room
mama:ghadah bt9eren ke4a len meta
me:leen tstw3been eni ana w talal malna d5l fe mshkltkm m3 5alti samer!!!
i went to my room and slept
it was already wednesday
so when i woke up
guess what
I found the girls in my room
my mother didn't wake me for school?
me:esh tswun?
razan:dam omch raf9'a tzoren ay 7d fena 8rrna nje 3ndch
me:I LOVE YOU GUYS
mai:and im sorry about what i said at school
me:it's ok
dana:jbnalk moviee
me:esh hu?
mai:horror the boggie man 2
me:wansa yalla nnzl nshofh
yes i did woke up late it was 8 pm
wsh 4a nom?
lara suddenly came and hugged me
me:eshfek
lara:missing you :c
7RAAAM <3
me:ana b3d<3 tshofen scary movie m3na?
lara:la
me:bokra ana wyak nshoof cartoon
lara clapped and said okay
she seemed happy
I can't believe that talal made me forget my own little sis :c
we watched the movie
me and juju decided that we will wear scary mask and scare them
so we did
we went to mai cause she was putting a lipgloss
we scared her till the lipgloss was drown all over her face !!!=))
THAT WAS SO FUNNY
I had so much fun with the girls
they made me feel alot more better<3
dana:7mdullah fr7ana <3
me:thank u guys
anoud:YA W95A YA 5RA MU BENNA ALKLAM
me:ajl benna alkfof ;$
mai:wdi a6rdk bra bs betk =))
we laughed
dana:fe shy bfr7k akthr
me:esh ho
dana :about talal!!!
me GOLI!!!
dana:****************************************************
what was it FIND OUT AT CHAPTER 19
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