okay so i went to me and talal chat
cause of that dream explained everything !!!!
to be honset when i was surrounded with fahad i never felt comfortable or save
but it's the oppiste with talal seriously he made me
feel save /comfortable/happy
that's completely perfect life!!!
for fahad i was just a summer love and after it im sure he wouldn't even remember my name
i hope it's not the same with talal
after all that dream explained many
explained ths spakrs i get into my stomech when he is around
okay i hope i won't regret about this!
ME:TALAL
talal:yeah?
me:I had a dream about you
talal:enshalla 5eer esh eho?
me:that you came and asked to purpose
talal: e7m ghadah that's what im planning to do and i really regret every second we were far from each other about a silly fight walla
me:7ta ana :c
talal:what do you mean
e7m what did i said ?
me:im just afriad much
talal:of what?
me:that i'll regret it about it just like fahad:c
talal:tra mu kl nas mut5lfa mthlh by the way
me:idk
talal:ghadah one question do you have feelings for me?
me:that dreamed explained many i didn't even told you how happy i was when you purpose i said yes
talal:ok?
me:explained the feelings i get when ever your around i feel happy for no reason i smile like an idiot save and comfortable
talal:7mdullah<3 bgoolk shy
me:yeah?
talal:i never been in love w magd klmt bent and told her how i feel wrbi ya ghadah w es2li eli tbeen
me:no need to ask i believe you
talal:so ?
me:idk
talal:is it a yes ;D?
me:tdri wsh akthr shy ndmt 3leeh m3 fahad
talal:esh hu
me:that i risked my family trust for someone isn't worth it walla isn't worth it
talal:y3jbni tfkerk<3
me:haha ;Dthank u
talal:if it's no cause of your family trust i totally understand bl3ks a7trmk akthr
me:give me a minute i have an idea
i threw my phone on my bed
i went to my mother room
me:mama
mama:esh feek?
me:3adi aklmk?
mama:t3ali eg3di
i set on the bed right next to her
me:bgoolk shy bs la t39been :c
mama:wsh d3wa goli
me:mama i love talal
mama:knt 7asah men zman
me:keef
mama:3shan ke4a 5let talal yji
me:bs tdren enu kuna mtza3len
mama:eh adri 5altk kan wdha trj3un zy ma kntu l2nu bgoolk shy bs beni w benk
me:goli ;p
mama:abo talal ybi yzwjh bnt 3mh
me:6yb?
i felt like a knife cutted down my veins
mama:5altk ma t7bha ;p tgool bnt shayfh nafsha w men 4a klam
NOW MY VEINS STOPPED BLEEDING HAHA ;P
mama:l3bt 3la aboh w galt enu hu 7a6 bnt fe balh w wdt talal m3ha betna 3shan tthbtlh bs ke4a
i laughed
mama:6yb bs2lk so2al bs jawbni b9ra7a?
me:esh?
mama:talal y7bk
i blushed
me:i guess
mama:asasn bayn
me:mu z3lana
mama:az3l enk 9ar7teni bl3ks? b3deen talal wla wa7d men shar3 ma n3rfh talal mtrbi w wld nas
me:i love you<3
me:7ta ana
i hugged her
i went directly to my phone
i went to our chat me and talal
talal:wsh ??
me:IT A YES
talal:i don't understand!!!!
me:i told my mother ;$
talal:esh galt
me:i 'll tell you later
talal:your mine??!!!;o
me:yeah<3
talal:punch me making sure im not dreaming<3
me;;$it's reality dear
talal:love you ghadah i promise you won't regret it i'll make you the happiest person ever<3
me:me to <3
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i went to my girls group and told them you all invited
yara:to bad im in shrgya :c
me:eh men jed
they are invited tomorrow in my house
i was so happy even music droves me away
i went dierctly to my piano
and playyed and sang:
i tried to play it cool but when im looking at you i can't ever be brave cause you make my heart race
shoutout me out of the sky your my club tonight you keep making me weak yeah frozen and can't breath
something gotta give now cause im dying just to make you see that i need you here with me now cause you got that one thing
get out get out get out of my head and fall into my arms instead
i don't i don't don't know what it is but i need that one thing and you got that one thing
......................................................................................................
i sang one direction-one thing
i was totally happy and i have to write it into my dairy it's day to remember <3
:
Dear Dairy
i finelly know what it is it all the feeling im getting towards talal when his around called love<3
yeah i would never risk my family trust so i told my mother she said talal is better than anyone else
i love him and yes it's the happiest day of my life yes a day to remember yes im holding my happiness tears don't mind to make it fall in this page <3
I LOVE YOU DAIRY CAUSE BECAUSE OF YOU I FINELLY GREW UP TO REALIZE WHAT DOES THE PHRASE LOVE MEAN<3
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it was 4 am yeah time is moving to fast
i did my midnight routin and fall asleep
NEXT DAY
i told my mother im going with driver to the supermarket to get some candies and stuff since the girls are coming today she agreed
i did my daily morning routin and checked my phone
i stalked talal i saw one of his tweet saying
:punch me and tell me im dreaming?yeah turns out dreams to be my reality<3
awwwwww I LOVE HIM
i checked my bbm
talal:good morning my sunshine<3
me:goodmorning<3
talal:how was your sleep last night ;p?
me:perfect<3
talal:wen btro7en alyum?
me:b6l3 b3d shwy safe way
talal:wsh 3ndk?
me:broo ajeeb candies chips and stuff my friends are coming ;p
talal:ma 3zmteni;c?
me:t3aaal ;p
talal:5af 9degatk ygolon wsh yb3'a abehm y7sun eni 9degthm b3d ;p
me:9degthm ? wear dress =))
talal:eh eh 3yara walla
me:shft 3ady 6al3a 3leek ;$
talal:ya 76'k 6al3a 3li ;$
me:kna rask kabr 4a alayam;p?
talal:y78li wla ?
me:loool eh<3
talal:haha ;p
me:wen btroo7 alyum?
talal:broo7 m3 a5wyay estra7a
me:have fun and take care ;*
talal:7bebi eli yhtm<3you too
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i went to the safe way and bought a huge bag of candies
i have addction in candies by the way ;p
and redbulls
i went back home
arranged everything for them i missed them<3
after 2 hours
BAM
everyone was here
razan/anoud/mai/dana/juju/sara
juju ygalha za7fa so she is obssesed with something call redbull<3
we chatted i told them about talal
razan:see ha4a eli ma yn5af mnh ;p
mai:true walla fahad y5r3 he's hot okay maglna shy bs 7rkath
we chatted pranked each other watch movie as always
the night was endded everyone went back to their homes
all the night we were sitting in our bassment
i went upstaris
something catched my eyes
while i was passing the living room upstaris heading to my room i found
TALAL AND MY MOTHER ARE TALKING
;O
what will happen next find out at chapter 9
don't forget praying for our brothers and sisters in syria
اللهم انصر اخواننا في سوريا
اللهم امين
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